Where She Belongs Part 2

She read his reply over and over again, not knowing what to do, one side of her wanted to go over to him, the other side of her wanted to run very far away, not to get mixed up in something like this on the computer. SHe knew this would never become a reality, people just never wanted her in reality, and getting caught up in something like this online, would make her want it more in real life, and she didn't wanna walk around with that longing, she'd done that enough for a few years now, she'd just managed to get rid of feeling that way, she didn't need it again.

Amy looked around the kitchen, holding her hand close to her, she sniffled and wiped her eyes.. Liam was going to kill her 100 times over and she knew it. Hurrying to the computer, she knew she wasn't allowed to go on it when Liam wasn't home, unless it was for school work, but this was an emergency, she needed HER cow, she knew she could fix almost anything.

James looked over the computer towards his lover and raised a brow. "she is taking an awful long time to reply pet" he said as he looked back at the screen.

Andy smiled at him "she is just taking her time babyboy, you gotta calm down, sometimes these things take time"

James looked back up again. "oh I'm calm pet, I'm very calm, just a bit worried is all"

Littlecow raised a brow when she saw her best friend log onto this site, she wasn't sure why, she knew her soon to be husband did not like her near this site, he had made that plain and clear a couple times now.

Littlecow braved it and opened the room, taking the password off, she knew if Amy was here, then something was wrong and she was wanting to talk to her.

~babyamy has entered the room~

babyamy: ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

littlecow cringes and looks at babyamy

babyamy glares

SpikedDaddy raises a brow and wonders how babyamy entered a private room

DaddyAndy looks at littlecow sternly.

DaddyAndy: Oh boy little girl, you are just having a bad naughty night aren't you?

littlecow: NO!

littlecow covers her mouth, didn't mean to yell at daddy

babyamy: I gots trouble cow!!, I called its been busy!!

littlecow: Dork!, I got dialup remember?, some of us don't got the advantage of highspeed.

babyamy pouts hard

babyamy: SO NOT A DORK!!

littlecow: are to, whats wrong?

babyamy scurries over to littlecow and climbes in her lap.

littlecow hugs babyamy

babyamy: I so gots troubles, Li hadda work tonight, you know, cause he's a police guy.

SpikedDaddy raises a brow

James looks over his computer at Andy again

"you think the bird is Liam's girl??"

Andy nods, his eyes still on his computer

"yep, pretty positive babyboy, but what i can't figure out is what she is doing in this chat, didn't realize she even knew about it, Liam is pretty good at keeping her away from things like this"

James shrugs

"your guess is as good as mine pet" james looked back at his computer and the chat going on between the two girls.

littlecow: ya, I know that already, whats got ya in trouble?

babyamy sniffles

babyamy: Wellllllllll, daddy said you can come over tonight, and I tried callin' lots and LOTS of times, forgots you could be online.

littlecow: Dork

babyamy: am not

littlecow: Are to, what happened

babyamy: Am not, Welllll he said we could have popcorn when you come over, but I got hungry waiting to get to call you and so I made some.

littlecow: oh shit!!

DaddyAndy: Language little girl!

babyamy nods and nods and nods

"this is not gonna be good mate" James said, his eyes still on the chat. "didn't Liam say she has issues with cooking?"

"ohhh boy does she, remember the macaroni incident?" Andy reminded him.

babyamy: The microwave don't work no more and its got no door, and the kitchens icky now, Li is gonna be sooo mad

babyamy sniffles

littlecow:Oh gawd!, are you ok?

babyamy sniffles and shakes head no

littlecow: What happened?

littlecow holds babyamy close

babyamy: gots a big burn on my hand, thats why my typing slow, can only use one finger and not two now.

littlecow: Oh gawd, ok, did you fix it?, like put something on it?

babyamy: No, I don't know what to do, it hurts, you know how to fix me, can you?

DaddyAndy: babyamy, you would be best to call your daddy, he is not gonna be happy little girl.

babyamy looks at DaddyAndy and scowls

babyamy: Don't know who you is, but bugg off, is not your concern

littlecow: Amy?, get offline, I will see you in 10 minutes.

SpikedDaddy: Amy, pet, you need to call your daddy and go to the hospital

littlecow turns to SD and DA

littlecow: sorry, I gotta go fix my friend, amy get offline. NOW.

babyamy disconnects

littlecow disconnects

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Andy watched them disconnect, totally disreguarding what both of them had said, shutting down he stood

"Babyboy, go call Liam and let him know whats going on, then meet me in the car"

James raised his brow, just getting his computer shut down

"Were going to meet our girl aren't we, pet?"

"darn right we are, get to the bottom of whats happening, and make sure Amy is alright, and let little cow know exactlly how we feel about her"

James smiled

"ok, meet ya in the car"

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She moved to the bathroom quickly, kicking clothing and other items out of her way as she went. She quickly pulled off her work clothes and pulled on her last pair of clean sleep pants and a tee-shirt.

She threw her long hair back into two long braids, grabbed her backpack and stuffed an extra set of clothes into it. Grabbing her little bag she tossed that in as well, always pays to have travel sizes in everything.

She grabbed her first aid kit and took off for her best friends house after making sure the cat had everything she needed, she ignored her tummy growling, and how long it had been since she last ate something?, she figured she could still wait.

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Amy signed off the chat, cleared the history off the computer and then shut everything down properly. She sat there for a few minutes before getting up and heading itno the kitchen.

Looking around she shook her head and sniffled, Liam was going to so kill her. She grabbed some spray cleaner and set about trying to clean the mess she made, ignoreing the burning in her hand from the cleaning solution.

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James climbed into the car, the cell phone still stuck to his ear, he smiled over at Andy.

"ok mate, got ya, Liam calm down were heading there mate, yes mate, no worries we will take care of her untill you get home"

Andy chuckled and backed out of the driveway as James closed the cell

"He is a mite upset huh, sweetpea?"

"upset ain't even the word for it pet, pissed is a better one and still that would not describe it properly, her little ass ain't gonna be sitting for a good long time, I feel bad for her"

Where She Belongs

She moved through the door of her little apartment and threw her bag down on the floor, not that it mattered, the place WAS a mess. She hadn't cleaned in weeks.. and Laundry. HA!. that was a thing of the past.. last night she had to wash out some panties and bra's by hand in the sink. she hated doing that. She needed to do laundry she thought sighing deeply as she shoved a pile off the kitchen chair and onto the floor..

She wasn't normally a messy person. mostly things were tidy in her little two room apartment. but the last few months things had changed, she didnt' care anymore. Atleast thats what she found herself feeling.. not careing.. it was School, Work and then home.. sometimes home wasn't untill late because she worked a double shift.. she was good that way.. always letting the teenages at her work have a night or two and always picking up their shifts without complaining.. why would she, she had nothing else to do.. and she could do any homework she may have inbetween customers and stocking shelves when the night stocks needed to be put out on the shelves for the next day..

So things around her little home had gotten progressivly messy..almost to the point where she couldn't walk and there was a funky order coming from the kitchen sink.. shaking her head she moved to the sink and started the water, getting soap on the sponge, she commenced doing the dishes that were there.. she figured it wasn't a good thing to have something funky growing in the sink.

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James walked through the door of the house he shared with his lover, dropping his duffle bag on the bench in the front foyer he started getting out of his gym shoes.. he'd had a long day, dealing with everything that came along with being a cop. The worst day he had in a long long time was today, this morning being called to a residence where the children had to be taken, the father had killed the mother.. the children shell shocked at what had happened.. but to little to understand what had gone on.. he hated the calls with kids involved the most..

Andy had heard the door open, knowing it was his lover, he made his way to the hall and watched quietly, knowing that he was late, knowing that when his boy was late, he was at the gym.. it had been a hard day and he could tell just by watching him.. the tension in his lover was paramount and he was looking close to loosing it.. but was still doing a damn admirable job of keeping it togeather..

The younger man looked up sencing a presence and smiled "Hello Luv, sorry I'm late, was at the Gym, was a long day.. mmmm wot smells so good?" It was just then that his stomach growled and he grinned sheepishly as he kissed his lover and hurried to the kitchen to see what was for supper..

Andy followed his English boy, Raising a brow at that growl, knowing his boy KNEW that he was in some trouble.. it was obvious that he hadn't eaten, most likely all of the day.. it wasn't often that it happened.. but when it did, Andy knew that his boy was one big ball of stress and needed to be brought back down..

"Lasagna, thats what smells so good, Little boy" James looked up from peeking in the oven. 'little boy' was something that Andy only said when he was in for a discussion.. he looked at him a minute trying to figure out what he had done, or forgot to do, but could remember nothing and decided to ignore it "Want me to get the plates, luv?.. set the table?.. tell me ya made salad, ya know I love your salad.. 'specially with lasagna"

Andy watched his boy, flutter around, getting plates, knowing that he was ignoreing the comment he made, in time he would not be ignoring him, he decided to give him a repreive.... for now..

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She switched on her computer.. the hum filled the little apartment.. soon she was going to be needing a new one, she knew this.. her computer was old.. and on its last life, there is only so many times a person can format and get away with it.. she checked her email.. rolling her eyes at some of the mail she received.. "Viagra?..what the hell do I need Viagra for?.." she snorted.

Getting through her email she finally signed onto her messanger and sighed deeply seeing that 'he' was on.. "this might be a good night yet".. she said to herself, then continued to go about doing what she had been doing, and signed onto the chat room, she had been in when she first met him there, 6 months ago.. 6 months?.. thats a long time she thought, to know someone even online and them to still be around.. hell 6 months in her life was way past long to know someone and have them stay around period..She had a cat once.. it ran away.. things just don't stay around..they always leave eventually, possibly her new cat will go to.

She never ever spoke first, its not something she ever does, she lets people talk to her first, that way she is not pestering.. she's been told plenty of times she Pesters, or bothers or bugs.. its been years since she's ever started a conversation with anyone but herself.. She grew up in a home with an physically abusive father and an emotionally unstable mother.. constantly hearing how she was a pest, a pain, worthless, nothing.. Ugly, fat... FAT.. she had always been bigger than most kids.. but she was very active, liked to play sports at school and stayed out in the yard alot at home, just to avoid her father.. The kids at school had nicknamed her COW.. it stuck and till this day over 20 years later... it was still a nickname she used..

She finally, after about a half an hour, got onto the chatroom beginning rooms.. gawddddd she needed a new computer, this was getting bad.. way bad.. slow and bad.. she would have to see what she could do, she didn't have much money, but she would try.. she clicked the room.. it was just a generic room, nothing special.. she stayed away from the Ageplay rooms that she longed to go to.. to check out.. to see what was going on in there.. but she didn't.. whos gonna wanna Fat kid?.. not anyone she knew..

The window opened up and she winced seeing him in there, not the person she wanted to see.. she hated this one.. this one was creepy..way creepy.. but she stayed.. she didn't like the other rooms and the only one she wanted to be in, she wouldn't go to.. "Better than nothing I guess" she said to herself..
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James sat at the computer a pillow under his bottom, he was uncomfortable, but he felt better, Andy knew him, knew his boy and KNEW what he needed.. and he never let it go, he never let his boy get out of control.. they had been togeather for along time and been through to much for him to let his boy go unaccounted for anything, he wasn't about to throw the balance off..

They had rules, James knew the Rules and Andy was good at enforcing them when he had to, and that now, was very few and far between.. in the beginning it was almost daily, it had been rough.. very rough, but they both hung in there.. and 10 years later they were still togeather and going strong..

James booted up and signed onto messanger and it wasn't long after she signed on.. "Hey Pet, our girl is on, 'bout bloody time, she hasn't been around for almost a week, I was getting nervous" James said, Andy came out of the kitchen, wiping his hands on a tea towel and looked over his shoulder "Well how is she?.. have you asked her where she's been?.. what was wrong?.. if she was here, she would not be sitting" Andy grumbled and James looked up at him and smiled, he knew his lover and knew he wasn't joking around..
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It had been almost 8 months ago when James and Andy had been invited over to a friends place.. Liam, they were very close with Liam... But hadn't spent much time with them for for the last few months since he had gotten a new girlfriend.. tho they had met Amy and she was a very nice girl.. little wild.. Andy had told James that she reminded him of james at the very beginning of there relationship..

The night with Liam and Amy had gone well.. James had been highly amused with Amy and her teasing.. or as Andy and Liam would call it, Bratting.. and LIam was well aware of it also, he had given her a look several times that evening.. his voice sometimes had a stern tone to it.. though this didn't seem to faze Amy at all.. she was having to much fun and not realizing that she was forgetting the rules..

Later that evening the two couples had been sitting in the recroom of Liam's house, watching a movie and Amy started falling asleep.. Liam looked at her cuddled up beside him, the movie wasn't over yet, but he knew his girl.. "Amy, common baby, lets get you to bed its getting late".. he stroked her hair and she sat up looking at him. "Nooooooo, I wanna watch the end of the movie, i'm not even tired" Liam looked at her, she was whining and he had almost enough.. James looked over at her But Andy just kept his eyes on the movie..

Liam stood and pulled her up.. "Amy I said lets go, you are falling asleep, its time for you to go to bed" his voice was even and calm.. James knew that voice.. he knew what it ment and shivered involuntarily.. Andy held him a bit tighter.. Amy's hands went to her hips and her little foot stomped on the floor, James thought she looked overly cute and very childlike doing that, it wasn't very hard to forget that she was a 23 year old woman.. "I said NO!, I don't wanna go to beddddd.. I wanna watch the movie" and with that said she had flung herself back down on the sofa and crossed her arms..

Liam looked down at his petulant little girl and raised a brow at the display.. yes she was tired, he could defiantly tell.. he kneeled down and lifted her chin with his finger, she pulled away from him and he did it again, finally getitng her to look at him. "Little girl, you will get up off this sofa and apoligize to our guests and then you will take yourself up to 'your room' and plant yourself in the cornor untill I come and get you, understood?" His voice had changed again, to a tone that James had never ever heard, not even from Andy. Though Liam kept his voice calm and even, it got softer and had a no nosence tone about it this time.

He wtched Amy, something changed in her demeanor.. the change was almost apparent in her eyes and he could tell there were tears starting.. "Daddy?" she had said almost in a whisper, still James had heard it and his brow furrowed.

Liam had stood back up "Amy Grace, if I have to tell you again, you are going to be one very sorry little girl now I suggest you get yourself up those stairs and do what you have been told..NOW" And with that the tears spilled over and Amy had gotten up and hurried up the stairs to do what she was told.. she apparently didnt' like very much when her 'daddy' was angry.

James watched her go and looked up at Liam.. Andy was watching James and his confused look.. he also observed that he was rather aroused by what had just happend "Daddy?" James asked quietly.. Liam turned around and looked over and nodded sitting down.. "I'm sorry about that, sometimes she needs a hand getting herself undercontrol..and yes Daddy.. Andy knows and he can explain to you.. right now I have to go take care of my little imp and get her into bed.. "

With that said and James still feeling confused about the exchange between the two, they had said there goodbyes and headed for home, the whole way Andy explaining to James what there relationship was like.. it was at that moment that Andy had taken the initive to ask him what he thought about it and James couldn't deny the feelings he had.. they had talked for a couple weeks about the situation and finally they both decided that what they needed was a little girl of their very own.
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She sat there checking her email every once in awhile,playing a word game on another site and ignoring the freak in the chatroom with her. What was with him anyway,can't he ever just leave her alone?. He seemed to always be there, since this was the only room that she ever went into to.. though she did very much long to go into the Ageplay room, but thats not happening.. not at all.. and then this guy.. what?.. does she attract idiots all the time?.. gawdddddddd..

Finally she had, had enough of sitting there and playing her game, only to look back at the chat and see his suggestive words, his creepy suggestive words,hell even his nickname was creepy and inappropriate!, and the worst thing, 'he' had not yet messaged her, she didn't understand why. James always messaged her, it was just the way he was, but he hadn't so that was pissing her off a little.. no she hadn't been on for over a week.. but that wasn't her fault she had to much stuff going on.. work and school.. school and work.. sometimes there wasn't even anytime for a shower she just came home and crawled into bed.. sometimes she never even got to eat most of the day.. nibble here and a nibble there.. took her hours to eat one sammich..

Her mood was progressively getting worse. first James didnt' IM her and now this creep in the chatroom, she couldnt' take it anymore and finally got up the nerve to speak.. or type as the case may be


She was mad, upset, and maybe just a little bit pissy to boot. Normally she would check herself before she spoke, or typed, but not right now and she let herself go in one long tirade to the freak in the room with her. She'd had enough of this guy, totally and she let him know it, definatly, and not nicely, and she did not hold back, she let go. Some of the words she typed left alot to be desired and she was thanking all the hours of listening to the young kids talk for some of those words... she would have to give them thank you cards next time she saw them.

When she hit enter she sat back in her chair and crossed her arms, a smile on her face and definatly feeling better. That was atleast untill someone else had apparently entered the room while she was busy typing and hadn't noticed, and the person who had entered the room was the last person she wanted to read that.

Her arms uncrossed and her smile faded as she sat forward in her chair and cringed. "Oh shit" she said to the cat, who meowed right back at her and promply rolled over to be scritched. "Not now muff" she dismissed the cat and re-read what he typed.. not ever expecting him to come into the room..

SpikedDaddy: *raises brow* excuse me?, what did you just say?, little girl?

Master4Ubitch: *growls* better count yourself lucky bitch that you are not here with me now!

She sat frozen, stareing at what 'SD' had typed and then looking at what the creepy guy had written she shivered and thanked whatever GOD/GODDESS was out there that she was safe in her home right now, Yet she still could not bring herself to answer him.

Meanwhile at James' place he had turned from the computer when he had typed to her and called for Andy "well our girls got one hell of a mouth on her pet, pretty sure she was talking to the bloke in the room and not me, 'least I hope not" James said looking up at Andy when he walked into the room and stood behind him..


"What she say?, you mean she actually talked to someone in there?, other than you or me?" he leaned over his boy and started reading.

James turned back and blinked when he saw what the guy wrote. James growled and Andy raised a brow, he hadn't finished reading what she had written yet, when james pushed him back gently .

SpikedDaddy: Listen you sorry son-of-a-emu!, you back off and leave my bird alone!, you never talk to her again, got it?!

Andy blinked at what he just typed and at that same moment she was trying not to fall over from shock as she read it.. she braved up and started typing

littlecow: yea!, his!, told ya you bastard, now leave me the fuck alone and get the fuck outta my room!



She smiled to herself, she was pleased at herself for finally standing up to the prick instead of letting him keep going on. She stopped, then shook her head, her mouth had gotten the best of her again, and she engaged fingers before thinking about what she was going to type.. SD was not gonna be pleased and what the hell was that?..his girl?.. since when?..

"not complaining tho', it felt nice to be called someones girl, never been someones girl before, Muff.." she got a stiffled meow in reply.

SpikedDaddy: you heard the lady, get the hell going ya sod! *turns and looks at littlecow* and you little girl come here

Andy's brow raised as he read it. Her brow raised as she read. She scared the cat when she cleared her throat. Andy just looked at him, James looked back up

"Its now or never luv, we've been letting her go to long, only way to find out for sure is ta start something, and since she's already started something with the prick, I'm gonna finish it, then we will know one way or the other"

Andy nodded "agreed babyboy, agreed"

James turned back to the computer "might want to get on and come into the room now that the sod left us" He said to Andy and started typing again.

SpikedDaddy: *looks at you* I said come here

DaddyAndy has entered the room

The change was almost instant, she could almost hear him, and the words as if they were actually spoken. Her belly started getting queesy, she was most certin that it was becasue of him, not because she hadn't eaten.

littlecow: *shakes head no and stays where I am fiddling with my shirt sleeves*

SpikedDaddy: NOW!

littlecow: *startles and comes over.........slowlyyyyyy*

James smiled at Andy who just seconds before appeared in the room "told ya so" Andy just smiled back at him.

She was feeling the butterflies, what the hell was he going to do?. She'd watched some of the scenes in the Newbies room, but she had never ever been involved in one at all. Then his partner appeared in the room and she almost fell off the chair. She was panicking at this, Andy coming in could not be good, he was apparently stricter than James was, atleast that is what James had told her awhile back.

littlecow: *backs away from you*

DaddyAndy: *steps up behind you as you back into me*

DaddyAndy: *whispers in your ear* lock the room little one, and then do what you were asked to do.

littlecow: *bumps into you and looks way up at you* umm..........

James smiled over at Andy from his seat at his computer "Knew it!, totally!" he smiled at him bigger, and then looked back at the computer, then he looked back over at Andy. " Bloody Hell, no scareing her Pet, shes the quiet introverted one luv, remember that" Andy looked over at him "I am not scareing her, but you started this with her and you are the one that needs to take control, if you can babyboy"

She blinked at the screen, not sure what to say, definatly between a rock and a hard place, litteraly. She looked over at the cat who was perched upon a pile of dirty laundry and shook her head, watching her clean herself. Looking back to the screen, she tried to figure out how to lock the room, it was a very good thing she and the cat were the only ones here, this could be interesting.

DaddyAndy: problem?, Little one?

James scowled back at him "I know this pet, just give me a minute, I'm not the Dom in this relationship, remember?.. gonna take me a few seconds between replies to figure this stuff out, and besides yer the one with all the experience in this venture pet"

Andy raised a brow "Oh I know, But scowl again little boy and you will see just how much of a Dom I can be" James had enough good sence to look back at the computer screen and Andy chuckled.

littlecow: *shakes head no*

She paused a minute, she had no idea how to lock the room, she did have a problem, she did need some help.

littlecow: *shakes head yes* dunno hows to lock the room, didn't know I could *said quietly*

SpikedDaddy: *smiles* thats ok luv, just look up top at the little door icon and click on it, then click on the button that says to password the room, so no one can come in

littlecow: password the room?.. huh?.. why?

DaddyAndy: Because I told you to little one, don't be naughty now, do as your told, you are already in enough hot water babygirl

Her Eyes widened when she read what Andy wrote and she swollowed hard. This was different, but not a bad thing, she was excited, albeit a lot scared, she'd been here for so long and just watched, no one ever wanted to talk to her hardly, save for James, and then Andy, oh yes and the jerk they just threw out of her room. Mostly when someone talked to her, unless it was one of the other 'bottoms', they were jerks to her, she had ALOT of people on her ignore list.

SpikedDaddy: NOW littlecow, do as your told, pet

Andy looked over to him "you were definatly right about her babyboy, she has a little side thats starting to come out" James nodded and nodded "uhuh told ya so luv, told ya so"

littlecow: *sighs deeply* done *fiddles with my shirt sleeves*

SpikedDaddy: good pet, now come here like I asked ya before

AndyDaddy: *stands behind you still*

littlecow: *looks back up at Andy, scowls* your really inna girls space ya knows *shakes head* not ok to be inna girls space

Andy's brow raised and he looked up at James "she is just like you with the scowling babyboy" James laughed over at him

DaddyAndy: *swats your little bottom* do not scowl at me little one, do as your told, now

She blinked again at the screen and shook her head, little one, gosh they are good at this, I never even told James anything either, they can't know. They can't know about her, little self.

littlecow: *covers my bum* hey!, hey!, none of thats!, not like it you know *pouts and goes over to SD*

SpikedDaddy: *smirks and pulls your chin up, making you look at me"

SpikedDaddy: When daddy asks you to do something little pet, you need to do it right away, without hessitating. AND no backtalking pet, got it?

littlecow: *nods* kay

SpikedDaddy: Good pet, now apologize to Andy for scowling and yelling at him *turns you around to face him*

littlecow: *turns back around shaking my head no* nu uh, he was in my space

SpikedDaddy: *raises brows at you* He is going ta be alot more in your space in a minute pet, you don't do as you are told

James looked over at Andy who was looking at him Smiling "Not a word pet, not a word" he smirked at his partner who just held up his hands. "Far be it for me to compare the pretty little things stubborn streak to yours baby boy"

littlecow: *turns back around* sorry *hurrys away, across the room*

DaddyAndy: *watches her scurry away* that was real heartfelt, now wasn't it?

SpikedDaddy: GET BACK HERE LITTLE GIRL!

Her eyes went wide when she read the replies, her mind searching for what to do, the butterflies now a swarm of bee's in her belly, she fought not to throw up. This is what she wanted , she knew that, but one part of her wanted to run, if they actually ever knew her beyond the computer screen and the chat room, they would not want her.

DaddyAndy: *watches her*

James shook his head, she was taking an awful long time to reply. "She's taking an awful long time to reply pet, think I was to harsh?" Andy shook her head. "No baby, I think that she is fighting with herself about what to do next"

SpikedDaddy: littlecow, come here right this instant!

littlecow: *freezes and turns to look over at you* dont wanna be in trouble

SpikedDaddy: to late for that pet, come here, NOW

BabyFat & Cooties

It is NO secret that I absolutly LOVE NCIS.. I can't seem to get enough of it, and yep I even watch the re-runs.. I have even taken to writing some fandon stuff. This was the second story i've written in the NCIS fandom, just a bit of comedy. It is also no secret that I have a certin affection for Gibbs and Abby and Tony TOGEATHER. So here it is.. Dedicated to MY Squid..lol you KNOW who you are.

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Abby rolled over and smiled, finding herself in between the two men she loved the most in her life. The last two years had been a rollercoaster ride to say the least, with everything that had happened. Ari, her stalker, the Director, the team breaking up, and then getting back togeather, Tony coming into their relationship, and last but not least the birth of her daughter.

Abby was tired, she took time off when the baby was born, Gibbs had insisted and rather than make him upset, she did as told, and did not argue, that was over 5 months ago. Abby went back to work just two short weeks ago, the baby right with her, safely in her office, never out of sight, never in danger.. yet.

She had spent most of the night awake, Aubrey, their daughter, teething, it had to be teething, she had a slight fever and was just cranky all night. However now, she was tucked away on her daddies side of the bed, snuggled into his pillow, exactally where she wanted to be.

Slipping off of the bed, making sure not to wake daddy or baby or Tony, she quietly slipped into the bathroom and started the shower. Getting the temperature just right she stepped inside and let the hot water fall over her, soothing away the sleepiness that was threatening to take her over again, she needed to be awake, she had this nagging feeling that although it was Saturday and there was not a case at this moment, something was going to pop up and there would be a call and into work they would all have to go.

Awhile later she stepped out of the shower, drying off , she grabbed the scale and pulled it over from under the cabinet to step on. Step on it she did, and then right back off, then right back on, then off again and on again, she did this alot..

"ok, this can't be right, somethings wrong with this scale, same weight I was two days ago" she muttered to herself.

She put the scale back and moved out into the bedroom quietly, noting to herself that Tony was up, she could smell the coffee brewing and the smell of toast wafting through the house. Her belly growled, as she stepped infront of the mirror naked and looked at herself.

Her hands ran over her belly softly, a pudge still there from Aubrey, she couldn't figure out why, she had been exercising, going for her morning runs, EVERY morning, she even tried not eating the last couple days, since she wasn't nursing anymore.

Aubrey seemed to take to the bottle more than her Breasts and when she was frustrated because the nursing was going downhill, Gibbs had assured her that the bottle wasn't a bad thing, it took awhile but Abby came around to it, with some help from Gibbs.

She turned to the side and watched her reflection in the mirror, her lips pursed.

"its got to be broken"

Tony stood leaning against the door frame, nothing on but a pair of boxers, steaming cup of coffee in his hand, his hair tossed from sleep. He had been watching her the last few minutes, marveling at just how beautiful she really was, the glow that she had, the glow that had never left her even after she gave birth. His smile grew bigger as she turned to her side, she was beautiful, hell they were both beautiful, Abby, Gibbs, both of them were beautiful, it made him wonder sometimes just exactally what he was doing with them both. What they saw in him to be exact.

Her muttered words brought him out of his thoughts and he pushed himself off the door frame moving to her.

"Whats broke?" he asked kissing her softly.

She looked at him in the mirror,turned and kissed him back then smiled a little, turning to look again at herself, carefully.

"The scale" she said simply

Tony grinned "Well then toss it, get a new one, OH! shopping trip!, YAY!"

"SHHHHHHHHHHHH!, Tony, the baby just got to sleep a couple hours ago, no waking her up, and certinally not Gibbs, remember what he said would happen the next time he was woken up for no good reason at all?"

Abby hushed at him and Tony nodded covering his mouth.

"Gotcha, sorry, but yay shopping trip" he grinned again

Abby smiled "shopping trip could be nice, since I've still not gotten back to being in my normal clothing and my wordrobe consists of your tee's and Gibbs shirts and a couple pairs of boxers that wont fall off, the rest is maternity, and I am way tired of wearing the maternity stuff."

Tony raised a brow, eyeing her

"Baby, you look beautiful, perfect even"

He took her into his arms and kissed her softly, fingers running through her still damp hair. She kissed him back and snorted, pulling out of his arms.

"12 pounds overweight Tony, that is NOT happening, not happening at all, still carrying baby fat, its not fair."

She turned back to the mirror and his brow went up again.

"I so know I am NOT hearing this" his tone changed, a bit rougher than normal, he hated nothing more that hearing women bitch about their weight when they certinally did not need to, and Abby DID NOT need to.

Abby turned to look at him and when her mouth opened to speak, the baby started to whine and stir, she moved over to the bed and picked her up carefully.

"Not hearing what?, that I am 12 pounds overweight?.. supposed to be 123lbs Tony, not 135lbs, so yes you just heard what I said."

She cooed to Aubrey, who started to coo right back.

"ohhhh right, why didn't I see my size of a house mate?, my bad" His eyes rolled with the sarcasm.

Abby rolled her eyes right back and smiled at the baby in her arms.

"Its a guy thing Butterfly, they don't understand, you will learn this when you get older, things light weight , guys don't understand"

Tony stiffled a growl.

"I understand that you are crazy. You have this gorgeous body and here you are.. whinning about 12 little pounds. Kinda upsets me, babe"

Abby's head snapped up and she stood up.

"I am not whinning, and it is 12 lbs that I am not supposed to have, thank you very much, Tony"

She walked out the bedroom door towards the nursery, and the ear thermometer, to check Aubrey's tremperature from teething. Tony followed her, more than a little upset that she was worried about her weight, she had no reason to be worried.

"Sooooooo, 12lbs, not the end of the damn world, and kinda dumb to worry about when you think about all the others things we deal with everyday"

Abby's eyes narrowed

"And thank you, now I am dumb" she was a bit hurt, and her tone showed it.

She finished with the thermometer and looked at the reading.

"No fever, but you still feel warm to me butterfly, maybe you ARE just teething?"

She stuck a clean finger gently into her mouth, feeling around, her smile grew.

"AHA!, you are getting a tooth!, you poor little butterfly"

She kissed her head, handed her over to Tony and hurried to the nursery bathroom for the baby oragell. when she came back out she had to smile as Tony was standing at the window with the baby, snuggling her. She moved to them and smiled, putting some oragel on her finger and rubbing Aubreys gums with it.

"Teeth"

she smiled up at Tony.

"Gotta have em', all the better eat and gain 12lbs with." his sarcastic quip was not lost on Abby and she growled at him. He knew it was a smart ass remark, but this, this whole weight thing, he couldn't not say it, it was just one of those things.

Her eyes narrowed at him and she growled again.

"Bite Me!"

She left Tony with the baby and walked out, heading back to their bedroom, to get dressed, since she was still naked.

Gibbs woke up to hearing 'bite me' and his eyes rolled as he sat up, looking at the clock on the bedside table. He noted Abby, not happy

"Problems Abbs?'

It was more of a statement, than an actual question, he KNEW there was a problem, he was woken up by said problem. Abby shook her head agressively.

"No, Tony is just being a dick"

She paused, realizing she said that outloud, and to Gibbs, then shrugged, she wasn't in the mood and she just didn't care what he thought right now, ok so that was wrong, yes she did care, but she was just to upset to think about it clearly right now. She grabbed her sports bra and pulled it on, next a pair of boxers from her drawer, when Tony walked back in sanns baby.

"Abby is being a drama queen"

Abby turned and glared.

"BITE ME!"

She yelled, oh yes she yelled at him and pulled a tee-shirt on, then realizing it was one of Tony's, she took it right back off and threw it at him, grabbed one of Gibbs and pulled it on with a pair of shorts.

"yea, well, bite me back!"

Gibbs brows rose, watching the display infront of him

"Did that voodoo woman from a couple cases back put a hex on us and now we all think were 10?" Gibbs asked calmly.

Abby growled at Tony again and threw her shoe, it bounced off his arm, then she went to retreive it, and finish putting it on

"I sware you are such a..a..a"

she growled again as Tony owed from the shoe that just left an indent on his shoulder.

"I know you are but what am I?" he taunted, no one ever said Tony DiNozzo was perfectly mature ALL the time.

"Mean! a mean mean boy!, thats what you are Tony! and you have boy germs!!!"

She yelled as she stomped into the bathroom and slammed the door shut, Tony stomping right over after her. Abby, sometimes left the maturity back at the office.

"Yeah!, welllll your the cootie queen! so there!" he snapped back.

Gibbs shook his head.

"Did I say 10?, I ment 5"

Abby growled and opened up the door, pushing Tony out of the way.

"Jerk!, BIG JERK!, and I do not have cooties either!"

Tony tapped her hair as she went by

"Then whats that right there?!, huh?, big ol'nasty cootie!"

Gibbs sat amazed at the two cootie talking people infront of him, the same two people that were highly skilled special agent and forensic scientist. He was also being ignored, he did not like that.

Abbys hands went to her hips and she glared so hard that if it could have she would have struck him down dead with that look.

"You touch me again and I will bite you and it WILL hurt!!"

she stomped on his foot hard, very hard

"OWWWWWWWWWWW!"

Tony grabbed his foot and hopped around as he pulled her, as he called it, cootied hair.

Abby bit him and bit him hard and then stomped on his foot again

"I SO TOLD YOU BUT NOOOO YOU NEVER LISTEN!, CREEPY GERM INFESTED BOY!" she was pissed and worked up as she screamed at Tony, while he held his foot. Abby stormed out of the room and slammed the door shut.

And that just about did it for Gibbs, he got up, pulling some boxers on

"ABBY BACK HER NOW!!, Tony over here, mouth closed!"

Abby stopped at the top of the stairs, she had heard him, and she knew he was more than a little pissed at them. Still she stood there for a good 5 minutes debateing to herself about going back or not. Her sane side won out, she knew it would be worse if she did not go back at all, or he had to come get her.

Abby moved slowly to the bedroom door and opened it, stepping inside, she crossed her arms and glared at Tony.

Gibbs looked at her, his brow raising at the display infront of him.

"In that cornor now, any arguing and it WILL be double" His tone gravely as he pointed to the cornor by the dresser.

"You" He turned and looked at Tony

"That cornor, any arguing, any talking and it is double!"

Abby's arms dropped to her side as she heard him

"That is so not fair Gibbs!, he started it!"

She yelled, yes she did, but she went to the cornor and stood there, her brain was lost somewhere, or it sure as hell would have stopped her mouth from yelling at him.

"And we have double for the sexy scientist" Gibbs shook his head, he knew that she was wound right up, he could almost feel it.

Tony turned from his cornor and looked at her

"HA!.. Big ol' bucket of HA!"

Jethro's brow raised, wondering when he had lost control..

"And now we have double for the prepubesent special agent"

Abby smiled smugly at the wall paint upon hearing Gibbs. She then straightened up feeling him behind her and closed her eyes, holding her breath. Gibbs stood there for what seemed like a million years, then slowly after he was satisfied that she knew he ment business, he moved to Tony.

Tony tensed up, he knew that Jethro was behind him, he knew that the boss was not impressed, he also knew that they had woke him up without good reason. They were toast.

It was a long time, eternity so Tony thought when Gibbs finally spoke.

"I do not know what started this, but I am about to end it. Both of you loose the shorts and get over the bed, facing each other, NOW"

Abby turned around, sniffleing, and moved to the bed.

"He started it Gibbs, by being a jerk and calling me dumb"

She almost growled out but decided that it may not be a good thing, instead she kicked out of her shoes and her shorts and panties and bent over the bed.

"She was whinning about how fat she was, boss!"

Tony too moved to the bed on the opposite side and lowered his boxers, bending over.

"Am I talking to myself here?.. NO TALKING!"

Gibbs, shaking his head moved to the closet, pulling out the trunk of toys that lay within. He then removed the warming lotion and the large paddle. He moved to Tony, starting with him.

"This is warming lotion, its gonna make this spanking burn ALL day, which is what I want, acting like a couple spoiled brats."

He covered Tony's ass good and then moved to Abby doing the same. Abby winced feeling the lotion going on, and Tony looked up watching her, he knew this was gonna be a bad one.

"Ladies first, count"

Gibbs Stepped back behind her and raised the paddle bringing it down hard. Abby gasped out but she managed to count, not missing one, even when Gibbs started talking.

"You WILL behave like an adult!, you are a mother, THE mother in this house!."

Not missing a beat, or spank as the case may be, he moved to Tony and started, expecting him to count also and not have to be told.

"you WILL behave like the man you are and NOT the 12 year old you like to be"

The paddle came down hard, Tony bit his lip and counted, gasping out just as he moved back to Abby

"NO BITING!"

He moved back to Tony

"NO HAIR PULLING!"

By the time Gibbs was done, counting was a thing of the past, Abby was a sobbing mess , Tony was right their with her, and both were very sorry for waking Jethro up.

Moving to the chair, Gibbs sat, paddle laying in his lap, he looked at them both.

"Look at each other, go on, look.. now ask yourselves if that hot ass was worth it, go on look"

Tony looked up at Abby, wiping his nose, his ass onfire, he officially hated warming lotion now, man was the boss pissed. Abby looked up at Tony, crying, sobbing, Gibbs was mad that was for sure, she dosen't think she had ever seen him so mad before, not since that time she had gone off to chase a lead and almost got killed.

Gibbs sat watching them, silently for a few minutes before speaking.

"I think apologies are in order, to each other"

Abby sunk down to her knees at the side of the bed finally, making sure her ass wasn't touching anything.

"s..s..sorry T..Tony" she managed to finally get it out through sobbs. Tony sniffled, feeling bad and wanting to just hold her, she looked so little like that

"Sorry, Abbs" he stayed right where he was.

Gibbs stood.

"Now thats what I like hearing"

He moved to Tony pulling him up by his arm, kissing him hard. Tony smiled and gladly returned the kiss, through a sniffle, then the both of them looked over at Abby and Gibbs made a motion with his head, tony nodded to him. They moved to their little goth girl, Gibbs pick her up and Tony moved the blankets so they could all get back into bed.

"Abbs, its over baby, your forgiven"

"Yea Abbs, I don't even care that I have teeth marks on my arm anymore"

Abby sniffled and chuckled at the same time causing her to cough

"your a dork Tony"

Gibbs smiled , catching her pouty lips with his, he kissed her hard as Tony pulled the blankets up over the three of them. Abby snuggled inbetween them both.

"Love you both, Tony I'm really sorry" she looked up at him

Tony smiled "Me to Abbs, and I don't think your dumb, thats not what I had ment"

She smiled "I still think your creepy for a boy"

Gibbs burst into laughter at the look on Tony's face, Abby giggled, reaching over and grabbing a tissue from the table beside the bed.

"I love you both, But if you ever wake me up again fighting like that, you will both need new asses, got it?"

Gibbs brow raised

"Got it boss" Tony smiled

"Got it" Abby giggled sniffled, shifting herself so her ass wasn't touching anything

"Aubrey got a tooth, almost, a cornor through"

Gibbs smiled big

"thats my girl!"

He kissed his goth girl hard, calloused hands moving over her gently, Tony slipped off the bed , closed the curtins and shut off the lights, slipping back into bed, Giddy with the prospect of making love to his Boss and his Abby.

Maggie and Jason Series - 1

Attitude

It had started like any other day. waking up and heading to the kitchen for breakfast, Maggie rubbed her sleepy eyes and yawned. Jason smiled, he loved his wife, even if she was a grade A brat sometimes, but he could over look that, she was beautiful and fiesty and they had been togeather through some very tough times.

Kissing her, he stepped to the fridge and grabbed out the orange juice and then stopped, he heard the ding of the microwave and then smelled the breakfast sandwhich as she took it out. Turning around he watched her take a delicate bite and his smile turned to a frown when she looked up at him.

She smiled and took another bite.

"Maggie?.. what are you eating?"

His tone was annoyed, he had thought she was getting better he didnt have toeep telling her that she could not eat certin things. She looked at the sandwich in her and hand looked back to him

"Food"

She said it simply, annoyed herself, she was starving and if she had to eat anymroe oatmeal she was going to turn into the Quaker Oats man. Jason just looked at her a moment and then in two long strides he crossed the kitchen and snatched the sandwhich right out of her hand, the trash can promply being fed this particular morning, se was pretty sure the trash can was happy and she knew that she wasn't.

"Maggie, you know better... that sandwhich will make you sick, do you want to get sick again?"

Jason was more than annoyed at this point, he was boardering on angry, only becasue he was there when she was at her worst, when she had been sick. Turningoward the sink, she pretended not to hear him, she scowled at the glass she grabbed fromt he dish rack and filled it, taking a drink.

Sighing, Jason reached over and grabbbed her arm, gently, yet firmly and turned her around, his dark eyes holding her blue ones firmly.

"Maggie, you can not eat this stuff, do you even remember what happened last time you were sick?"

His was gentle, she looked away from him, of course she knew, but she was so tired of the diet she HAD to eatt, that she just wanted something not so....bland. His hand moved up to her chin and guided her head, so she was back to having to look at him.

"Maggie, I am serious, this is NOT ok.. and please look at me when I am talkign to you"

His tone was gently but it was still firm, her eyes moved from him and settled on the wall beside him.

"Jason, I am soooo very tired of not eating the things I like, everything is so bland, sometimes... sometimes I just want something that tastes good, its not fair!"

Her voice started to rise at the end of her statemet and she jerked her arm away from him, walkign over to the table, she was getting defensive and that sometimes wasn't a good thing with Jason and she knew it, he coudl get broody for days. Following her, Jason grabbed her arm again, he was getting pretty tired of having to chase her, but again, this was mostly the way it went, he should have been used to it.

"Maggie, I KNOW you don't like it, I don't like it either, seeing you unhappy because of something like this, but thats just the way it is, you can NOT eat what you want, theres no discussion about it, you will get sick again"

Maggie scowled and pulled her hand away from him, the jerking motion caused her to hit the vase that was on the table and knock it off, the loud crash startleing her and she looked downa t it. Jason stood there, his anger slowly rising, he knew that if she wold just calm down, and do what she should, this would not ahve happened, she loved that vase. She looked form the pieces of stoneware that was all over the kitchen floor and up to her husband, he wasn't happy. Jason grabbed her again when she took off for the door.

"Margaret Elaise what are you doing?. there is a mess that need sto be cleaned up, this is dangerous to leave"

Maggie Looked at him , manageing to get out of his grip again.

"I don't care"

She spat the words out, she was pissed, she had just broke her favorite vase and somewhere in her clouded thinking she just knew this was all jason's fault. She took off down the hall to the livingroom, to try and get herself undercontrol.

Jason shook his head, he should spank her. But he knew he would not, he may think about it, and think about it alot.. but somehow he did not think that it would work to well, she could get fiesty, he knew this and he also knew that she would eventually calm down and come apoligize.. He started to clean up the stoneware vase.

Maggie heard him starting to clean up her mess, she felt bad, but still not bad enough to go help him, or do it herself. Instead she grabbed the remote, still scowling and her tummy growling becasue she did not get to finsih her breakfast and that just made her feel worse. She cycled through the channels not really looking for anything, and not settleing on anything either, it was then that she felt his presence, she ignored him, she was still so very mad.

"Maggie, what just happened in there?... what has gotten into you?"

His tone was still gentle, and she still ignored him, hoping that he would just go away and let her be.

"Maggie, I asked you a question, now answer me"

She wanted to, she really did, but her stubborness and her temper wouldn't let her, instead she got up and tried to head up the stairs. Jason wasn't having any of it at this point, he wanted this over with so they could have a good day. Stepping infront of her, he grabbed her shoulders to stop her.

"I don't think so, we are going to talk about this, you are goign to tell me what is wrong.. what EXACTALLY is wrong"

She looked at him, the irish in her coming out.

"I don't want to talk about it Jason, just let me be"

She tried to pull away, but this time he was holding tight and the more that she tried the tighter his grip got. In one motion, or so it seemed to her he had taken them both over to the couch and sat her down, he got right into her face. It was now or never he thought.

"You will talk to me now, or you will talk to me after I warm your bottom.. its your choice, kitten"

There is was, he has said it and his words were firm and Angry this time. She froze for a few moments and her belly started to feel like a whole hive of bees were stirring inside her. It ook that long fir it to sink in, he was talking about spanking her.. She stood up.

"What the hell are you talking about?.. are you fucking crazy?.. leave me alone!"

She fairly screamed it at him, and bolted over the couch to the stairs. he knew she was going to freak out, atleast she wasn't talking Divorce, that was encouraging. She was half way up those stairs when jason managed to grab the back of her sleep pants and started to haul her back down the stairs, only to be met with her kickign and screaming , trying to get away. he was happy, very happy infact that thee house they purchased last year was at the very end of the street and a bit away fromt he neighbours.

"Leave me the fuck alone, JASON!!, LET ME GO!!"

She screamed and Jason was silent the whole time he fought to get her down the stairs, he was told the first spanking was always the hardest if it was spontanious, there would be protest and she had one hell of a mouth on her.

Managing to finally get her off the stairs and into the livingroom, he shoved her firmly over the arm of the sofa. Maggie got scared all of a sudde, she didnt think he was serious, but apparently he was. She flipped herself, trying to squirm away from him, but he managed to grab her arm and hold them behind her back, pushing ehr back into the couch arm.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU FUCKING DOING!"

she screamed it loud, tears of anger starting to coem to the surface now.

"What I should ahve done a long time ago, way back in highschool baby"

With that said, his free hand that wasn't holdin her hands down, managed to pull her sleep pants down and then her pink cotton panties were the next to come down. Maggie panicked.

"NO!!, stop, you don't ahve to do this.. i'm sorry, Jason pleasee!"

She was pleading.

"I don't think you are sorry Margaret Elaise, but you soon will be"

With that his hand came down hard on her pale little bottom.

SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

His hand was hard, harder than she ever thoguht it would ever be and she kicked and screamed, this was hurting.

"Jason!, stop please!, i'm sorry!"

She was pleading with him again, but he still rained down on her bottom relentlessly. She needed this, even if she didn't knwo it, he certinally did

SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

"You will not eat what you want, what you know you are not supopsed to"

SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

"And furthermore, you will not talk to me the way you have"

SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

"You will start listening to me when I tell you so do something young lady"

SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

"do you understand?"

Maggie was kicking and crying, the tears were falling fast and her breting was becoming very rapid.She wasn't aware that he was talking anymore, she was just aware that her bottom was on fire and it hurt like hell.

SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

"Answer me, little girl!"

"YES!, OWWWWW<>

Roses Of Picardy

Written a very long time ago...

She lay there asleep, a small smile playing on her lips..

Jenny Sullivan walked into the room and smiled herself.. she couldn't help but think as sick as gramms was, she always, always, smiled no mater how she felt or how much pain she may be in.. soft sounds of music danced in the room.. gramms had insisted that if she was to go to the hospital, she would definatly not be going without that little black radio she always kept sitting upon the window sill in her kitchen.

Jenny remembered many of times over the years visiting gramms, and always in the same spot was that radio, perched upon that same window sill, always in the kitchen.. a kitchen that never seemed to change, with the ivory curtins and the mahogony table and chairs.. the smells came flooding back to her, the smells of oatmeal cookies and warm hot chocolate.. comforting smells she had always called them, because no matter how bad she felt or how many fights she and her mother had gotten into.. she could retreat to gramms, could retreat to that kitchen and oatmeal cookies and warm hot chocolate, and gramms.. she didn't have to say anything and gramm never pressed her about the events of what happened.. but everything seemed right with the world when she was in that kitchen..


Jenny made her way over to gramms and quietly slid a chair closer to the bedside, it was then that she noticed the black and white picture clutched in the frail, wrinkled, beautiful hand of gramms.. Although she could not see what it was a picture of, she knew it must be something special by the way gramms held it.

She sat and layed a hand gently on gramms. She was a stunningly, beautiful woman..even now.. vivacious and outgoing, always laughing and always loving.. Her hair ever since Jenny could remember had always been long, she remembered seeing pictures of Gramms in her younger years, before her mignight black hair had turned to the silver it was now.

That morning Isabella awoke to a routine that had become so much apart of her life these last few weeks.. Nurses flittering in and out of her room, bringing her breakfast, helping her get bathed and changed for the day.. Although this morning when she awoke, she had shoo'd them all away.. oh sure she had let that sweet little red headed nurse check the level of her sugar, but after that she told them she just wanted to be left alone..

She lay in her bed for the longest time just stareing out the window.. she couldn't see much in the position she was in now.. but she knew that just below the court yard with all its beautiful and precious flowers, waitng for her..but they would stay waiting for now..

Sitting up Isabella reached over to the metal beside table and took out a weatherd and worn cigar box.. it didn't look like much, it was yellow and torn from all the years of use, not particularily a treasure to look at, but it wasn't that outside that mattered..it was what it held that was the greatest treasure of all..

She opened the box and smiled..she began to filter through the pictures that lay within, remembering the days that each and everyone was taken.. she stopped as she came across one particular picture. She smiled, but there was still a hint of sadness in her eyes as she closed them..

"Isabella! Isabella! wait!" Caden Sullivan had seen her storm out of the hall, he had been dancing with Betty McGee and just left her there to her own divices and took off after Isabella.. Catching her by the arm out the back of the hall he pulled her around to face himself.. bad bad mistake.. as she came around so did her open hand and with a resounding slap she made contact to his cheek.. " Caden Sullivan get your hands off me!!" she hissed at him.. he winced a bit , but just stood there and looked at her, his grip on her arm never wavering.

She fought to get free all the while her mouth was going ninety miles a minute..
" How dare you hold me here! you you you big bully!.. I saw you with that that whore!.. the way she had her hands all over you, the way she was looking at you"

Caden had hold of her wrist trying to calm her down.." Bella there was nothing going on, we were just dancing.. calm down and lets talk!"

But she was a woman scorned.. or so she had thought, and that Irish temper of hers had gotten the better of her and she kept fighting.." Caden Sullivan you expect me to believe that!.. I saw her and YOU! YOU! didn't do anything to stop her!".

Caden growled to himself and looked at her.." Bella calm down NOW!.. there was nothing going on, I f you had noticed I was just dancing, I wasn't even reciprocating her advances!, now calm down" his tone was sharpe, but that didn't deter her, because she hadn't heard him as she went on with her little tirade..

"I can't believe you Caden Sullivan I thought you loved me!!" it was just about then, Isabella managed to get a wrist free and another resounding slap echoed into the night. Caden's eyes grew dark as he grabbed that free wrist of her again and looked at her.. she looked at him, she had suprised herself.. not meaning for it to be that hard.. He let go and grabbed her around the waist heaving her over his shoulder and walked a little ways into the brush and forest that surrounded the little hall..all the while she was kicking and screaming.." caden Sullivan you YOU! put me down this instant!.. where are we going!" she yelled pounding on his back.

Caden found the place he was looking for and non to gracefully set Isabella down on her feet.. she looked at him and looked around.." Where are we?!.. Caden Sullivan this is NOT ok, I'm leaving.. goodbye!!" but as she turned to leave Caden grabbed her and flipped her over his lap, pulling up her chiffon dress .." Hey what are you doing!.. you can't do this!.. your not allowed!.. stop.. let me go!!" she screamed as his hand discended upon her panty covered bottom..

" I can and I will" and with that his solid firm smacks kept descending down on her bottom..and Isabella kept kicking and yelling, her bottom went from white to pink to red to crimson in no time at all and only did he stop when the fight had gone out of her and she was laying limpy over his lap sobbing into the grass..

Pulling her up into her lap he craddled her gently and held her close.. soothing her with his words.." Shhhh baby girl its over.. shhhhh I love you little girl"he quipted softly to her.. Her head burried in his chest she cried.." I'm sorry.. sooooo sorry" he pulled her chin up gently and looked into her eyes.." Isabella Charlotte McCallister I love you, no one else.. there is no one else for me, and there never will be anyone else for me" her eyes glissened in the moonlight, the tears still falling as he kissed her long and hard.. Gently laying her back on the dew covered grass they succumbed to the love they had for one another for the first time.. and oh it was wonderful...

They lay for the longest time entangled in one anothers arms as he breathed in her sweet scent, gently kissing her one last time he stood pulling her up with him and the two dressed.. heading back toward the hall hand in hand a smile on both their faces and a warn bottom to boot..

As they neared the hall they could hear the soft sweet sounds of the band, he stopped her and pulled her into his arms kissing her again as they started to dance slowly to the music...

She is watching by the poplars,
Colinette with the sea blue eyes,
She is watching and longing and waiting
Where the long white roadway lies.
And a song that stirs in the silence,
As the wind in the boughs above.
She listens and starts and trembles.
'Tis the first little song of love...
Roses are shining in Picardy,
In the hush of the silvery dew.
Roses are flowering in Picardy,
But there's never a rose like you
And the roses will die with the summertime,
And our paths may be far apart,
But there's one rose that dies not in Picardy
'Tis the rose that I keep in my heart"
And the years fly on forever,
'Til shadows veil their skies,
But he loves to hold her little hands
And look in her sea blue eyes.
And she sees the road by the poplars,
Where they met in the bygone years,
For the first little song of the roses
Is the last little song she hears:
Roses are shining in Picardy,
In the hush of the silvery dew.
Roses are flowering in Picardy,
But there's never a rose like you
And the roses will die with the summertime,
And our hearts may be far apart,
But there's one rose that dies not in Picardy
'Tis the rose that I keep in my heart


As the song ended, Caden Sullivan kneeled down on one knee and took the pretty little box from his uniform jacket and opened it.. The tears started to fall again from Isabella's eyes as she kept looking from him to the ring and back again.. " Bella my sweet Bella, you are my life, you are my heart and I love no other but you for all the days of my life, will you be my wife?" he fairly choked the words out through his own tears..

All Isabella could do for the longest time was jsut nod and cry.. Caden stood up as she threw herself into his arms and finally said the words he wanted to hear.." Oh yes, Yes I will be your wife Caden Sullivan!" he held her tight and swung her around his joy was great, this little spitfire was going to be his forever..they kissed.

There kiss was finally broken when they heard another of the soldiers yelling.." Sullivan!.. Sullivan!.. the bus is here and its not gonna wait.. common.. Sullivan!" he looked at his friend and looked at Isabella ..he kissed her hard one last time as he reluctantly left her.." When I get back Bella we shall be married.. I love you Isabella McCallister, and don't you forget it!!"

Isabella never saw Caden again, delivered to her door a couple months later was a telegram telling her that he had been killed in action.. his plane went down when he was fighting the enemy, he had died gloriously and for his country.. That same day Isabella found out that she was pregnant, carrying his child...

The woman slowly opened her eyes and looked over to her granddaughter and smiled..Jenny took her hand and smiled back.." I love you Jennifer Sullivan, and don't you forget it" with that she closed her eyes just as the sweet sound of the band playing from the radio lulled her back to a place and that man who she had been waiting to go home to...

She is watching by the poplars,
Colinette with the sea blue eyes,
She is watching and longing and waiting
Where the long white roadway lies.
And a song that stirs in the silence,
As the wind in the boughs above.
She listens and starts and trembles.
'Tis the first little song of love...
Roses are shining in Picardy,
In the hush of the silvery dew.
Roses are flowering in Picardy,
But there's never a rose like you
And the roses will die with the summertime,
And our paths may be far apart,
But there's one rose that dies not in Picardy
'Tis the rose that I keep in my heart"
And the years fly on forever,
'Til shadows veil their skies,
But he loves to hold her little hands
And look in her sea blue eyes.
And she sees the road by the poplars,
Where they met in the bygone years,
For the first little song of the roses
Is the last little song she hears:
Roses are shining in Picardy,
In the hush of the silvery dew.
Roses are flowering in Picardy,
But there's never a rose like you
And the roses will die with the summertime,
And our hearts may be far apart,
But there's one rose that dies not in Picardy
'Tis the rose that I keep in my heart

Jenny leaned over gently kissing the older woman on the cheek.. she wiped at her tears, noticing that picture once again, she picked it up and smiled looking at a younger gramms and her granfather.." I love you to Gramms"

Note: the song Roses of Picardy was written in 1916 by John McCormack and is copywrited..it was a very popular song when WW2 was taking place..