Men...

..are Jerks?





most are, but not all, so no one freaking on me for classifying all men as jerks.. its mostly the two I seem to have to deal with.





Grow up people, stop being selfish and arrogent and whatever else it is you THINK you are doing.. its not helping the situation, thats why it is like it is...





Oh and yea when you give a child their stuff back, make sure you don't break and wreck half their things, my poor son had to throw out half his stuff becasue it jsut got thrown into boxes and wrecked..





Also, make sure you give back EVERYTHING to them that is theirs.. they are pissed that they are still missing things that they wanted, DVDs, x-box, games, trinkets.. etc... they want it ALL back.. And word of advice, when doing the toss it on the door knob and run.. make sure its not going to rain, and NEVER EVER EVER do that with gifts, things get wrecked and rained on, and what happeneds if someone takes soemthing..





Whoever decided that one needed to give their head a shake, totally, A person should NOT have to wash their childs b-day gifts becase the rain ruined them.. seriously.. for all you people out there who have done this before, just man up and knock on the door and hand it to someone, its easier that way.. even if its not being handed directly to the person that it is intented for, makes for a much nicer time, and a non-pissed off child becasue you weren't man enough to knock on the door.





I can't stress enough how much little tihngs like this jsut re-inforce to a child jsut how much respect YOU DON'T have for them.. and there is only so many times a mother can comfort her child because they have been let down again and again, it eventually makes the child not care and not even think about the other parent.





SO anyone out there reading this, that is doing this crap to there kid, or other crap as such to their kids, STOP, its not hurting anyone but the child. Take it from a mother that is still going through it , the kdis are not happy with the other parent, its stressfull on them and the whole household.. they are kids, let them be kids, they should not have to deal with big people issues..





Thats your thing, if you have an issue, keep it to yourself, don't involve the children, don't make them feel guilty, don't make them feel horrible about themselves if they choose something you don't like.. and make sure they are not ever hurt in your home by anyone that may be near them... they remember every little detail of every little thing.. be kind and nice and loving.. hug them and kiss them tell them they are wonderful and awesome and support them with ANYTHING they want to do even if it is NOT something you would do, who cares if they have orange hair or a nose piercing.. that sort of stuff will always change, it makes them no different on the inside, you can't control every little thing about them..





They love you for you, not because you work here or don't work there.. they love you becasue you are their parent.. so love them becasue they are your child, and not becasue you want them to be this or be that.. it will all come in time, who and what they are going to be.. Forcing thme is not gonna help.. jsut be their for them and support them and lov them, becasue they are the beautiful and special people that they were born to be.

Christmas in LA Part 2

Dislaimer - I don't own them, I just play with them.. mmmmmmmmm... AHEM.. yes well like I said, I don't own them, I just play.. they belong to Joss and a buncha others.. part 1 and 2 of christmas in LA

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Giles opend the door to his and Angel's suit and walked in closeing it behind him.. the dark vampire turned around and looked over at him..

Giles held up a hand, cutting Angel off before he could speak "I do not want to hear it Angel, you know better, what happened down there was nonsence!.. pure and utter nonsence!"

Angels shoulders slumped.."I know.. but he makes me crazy!" Angel looked up and growled "Look what he did to my hair!"

"Bloody Hell!.. Angel its just hair!.." Angel's eyes widened at that

"Just hair!.. Rupert its not just hair!..its no-" Rupert held up a hand, Angel stoped and growled

"Angel, this is not about your hair.. this is about what happened downstairs!"

"Yes!.. He ruined my hair!, downstairs!" Angel growled out

"You both ruined the christmas tree, brought Willow to tears, and lord only knows what happened to our office!.. go get me the paddle, Angel"

Angle's head snapped up and he uncrossed his arms "Rupert"

Giles' eyes narrowed "Angel, do NOT make me ask you twice"

Lowering his eyes Angel walked over to the closet and retreived the paddle

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"What the hell was that?!" Xander kicked the door gently closed and looked over at Spike

"That?!.. thats was Angel being all poofy!.. bloody hell Xander, this ain't my fault!.. he wrecked a perfectly good fag he did, the bloody ponce!"

Xander moved closer to the blonde vampire "Spike you were rolling around on the floor, totaled the christmas tree, made Willow cry.. and you didn't have any mud to do it all in.. I think its just as much your fault as Angels"

Spike crossed his arms aross his chest.. "Bloody hell is not my fault!" He looked over at him.."Made Red cry?"

Xander nodded.. Spike threw his hands up in the air "Bloody Ponce makin the Red one cry!.. someone should kick his arse!"

Xanders eyes narrowed "Someone is already taking care of Angel's ass.. but I'm about to take care of yours"

With that Spikes eyes widened as Xander grabbed the paddle from the dresser

"Bloody hell Xander, pet?, luv?, can't we talk about this?.. it's not my fault!"

Xander tapped the paddle on his hand "Ass bare and over the bed.. NOW"

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Willow stood back and clapped.."Ohh its beautiful.. BUFFY! LOOK!.. look how pretty it is!"

Buffy wrapped her arms around her girl, Willow was beaming and that made her happy.. she liked when her girl was happy.."Beutiful Wills.. but not as beautiful as you" she kissed her softly

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" Willow melted into her lovers arms

"Beautiful it is sweetpea.. beautiful it is!" Lorne stood back and watched them, a smile on his face..

Gunn headed across the lobby "Well the baby in the manger is missing.. something tells me.. miss kitty got it.." he stopped and looked at them "damnnnn did I jsut say miss kitty out loud?" he shook his head and looked over as the kitchen door opened

"Someone wanna take the giggling Texan, shes gotten into the coffe.. with the brandy, while making the egg nog, which has too much Brandy in it.. and shes been drinking that tooEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWLORNEEE!!"

Cordelia started waving her hands around shreiking when Fred threw up on her shoes.. Lorne hurried over to her.. Gunn on his heals taking Cordy up to there room

"Ohhh Freddikins, you are a naughty girl.. SWEET SINATRA!"

He picked her up and hurried down the hall with her to the bathroom, Fred groaned and then giggled.."Ooooooooooo look!.. its my demon, my pretty pretty green and red demon.."

Chuckling her got her there just in time as she was sick again..he held her hair back and rubbed her back.. "Well this pretty green and red demon is going to warm that bad little tush of yours.. Freddy you know better little girl!"

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There kiss finally broke and Willow looked around.."Hey, where everyone go?"

Buffy looked around and smiled.."Who cares?" she picked her witch up and carried her over to the sofa, lying her gently down

Willow giggled and looked cutely up at her slayer.."what are you doing Buffy?" she bit her lip sweetly as Buffy worked her hands slowly up her lovers thighs under her skirt

"Oh you know a bit of this and a bit of that.. thought I was alittle bit hungry" She gave a wicked smile as Willows hello kitty panties were no more

Willow gasped and moaned, her thighs were dripping.."BUFFY!.. in the lobby?" she moaned again feeling a soft touch upon her sweet neaher lips..

'Mmmmmmmm yes.. going to fill my hunger with a little witch" and with that Buffy's head decended

"GODDESS!!!!!!!!" willow cried out as her fingers found her slayers hair.. her eyes closing

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SPANK

"21!" Angel growled out through gritted teeth.. he loved Rupert, there relationship was based on mutual trust and understanding.. and the watcher has definatly proven he can swing a mean paddle.

"I hope you are learning from this young man, I will NOT tolerate this childishness!"

SPANK SPANK

"22!..YES! 23!..GOD YES!!" Angel cried out

Giles shifted a little.. He hated to do this to his lover, but there were times.. times like these when Angel needed to be punished, and punished he was getting!

"GOOD!.. I better not have to repeat this lesson again!"

SPANK SPANK

"NO!..24.. 25!" the vampire called out groaning

"what was that?"

SPANK!

"NO, sir, not again.. gawd!, Rupert!"

Giles stopped, his hand gently rubing his loves red arse

"Good boy.. I better not have to, or I shall use something other than this paddle next time Angel.. do you understand me?""

Angel exhaled an un-need breath he had been holding and nodded

"yes, sir.. " he whimpered out, his ass was onfire, Rupert sure knew how to get a point across

"Good, now, come here"

Sitting down on the bed beside him, Giles stood a very contrite Angel up and pulled him into his lap, wrapping his arms around him

Angel hissed out when his ass came into contact wil Giles' jeans

"You know I love you Angel.. this is why I do what I do, for you are to precious to me to let this sort of thing slide"

He kissed him softly and Angel melted into his kiss

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"Do you believe her.. these are PRADA!.. does she NOT understand that!" Cordy stomped her ruined shoes into the bedroom and kicked them off

"THERE RUINED!" she turned and looked at Gunn.. he looked at her

"they can be cleaned baby girl, now settle your ass down, or I will do it for you"

She crossed her arms "Oh!. so you take her side!" she stooped down and picked up a shoe and shook it at him

"Ruined Charles!.. 200 dollar shoes and they are ruined"!.. she threw the shoe across the room toward the trash can and thats all it took.. Gunn crossed to her in two steps, took her arm and ploped down on the bed

"I told you baby girl, to calm your sweet ass down, we can't talk when you are like this" he started to pull her designer jeans down

"CHARLES!.. no.. no.. I'm sorry.. I am" she struggled to get free

"Baby girl your about to be much more sorrier"

He got her jeans and then her panties down, pulling a struggling and screetching Cordelia over his knee, his hand fell.. not to hard.. but enough to get her attention

Cordelia struggled, and kicked, screetched and yelled..Gunn held her firm, his spanks speeding up and getting harder when she bit his leg

"THATS!.. gonna cost ya babygirl!"

"Gunnn!.. nonono.. i'm sorry, I'm sorOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!"

Cordelia finally gave in.. her cries turning to sobs and Gun let up, tappering off to soft spanks.. then to nothing but rubbing.. pulling her up into his lap her craddled her close

"shh, its alright girl.. shhh.. are you ready to talk now?"

Cordy sniffled and nodded

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"BLOODY HELL PET!.. THAT HURTS!" Spike yelled as the paddle fell on his now red ass

"ITS SUPPOSED TO!..COUNT!" Xander Raised his arm and brought down the paddle with a resounding THWAK..

Spike jumped and started counting.. not missing one.. not one of the 25 that Xander was giving him.. he knew his mate.. his lover.. he knew missing would contribute to more..

"Stop fighting with deadboy!.. leave his hair alone!.. understand!?" Xander brought the paddle down two last times and stopped

Spike let out a hiss and nodded.. his eyes fileld with tears.. he couldn't believe that He.. the Big Bad, was crying like a baby..

"Yes pet!.. yes I understand!" he gasped out needlessly, intaking a deep breath..

Xander dropped the paddle to the floor and sat pulling Spike into his arms.. holding him tightly.. he knew what Spike needed after something like this

"Shh its over, your forgiven.. but don't do it again.. atleast not without the mud"

Spike looked up at him.. that goofy grin of Xanders made him smile

"Bloody hell Pet"

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"LORNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.. I don't feel good, I don't wanna spanking" Fred whined as the green demon carried her down the hall to their Suit

"Oh little girl, you should have thought about that before you decided to drink"

He kicked open the door gently and set her on her feet eyeing her as he closed the door

"I want that sweet tushy bare for me kitten"

Fred looked at him, giving him her best babygirl pout.. which melted his heart.. but he stayed firm

"now Winifred!"

Pouting she hurridly fiddled with the button on her jeans.. Lorne watched her, a smile on his face.. she was damn adorable!

"Kitten" his voice was a warning

She looked up at him with tears "I can't get it un-done" she whined

He moved to her

"You would not have this problem Winnifred, if you hadn't been drinking"

It took the green demon less than a second to have her jeans undone and down, her panties with them and her sweet tushy in the air

"Lorneeeeeeeeeeeeeee" she whined "I don't wanna spankingggggg.. wanna love you"

Lorne bit back the laughter that wanted to erupt from him and layed his hand on her bottom

"Little girl, there will be no loving.. not now.. now is time for your spanking"

And with that he raised his hand and begun.

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"Mmmmmmmm goddess I love you.. Buffy?.. did you hear something?"

Buffy held her witch close, nuzzling her face in her soft red hair

"mmmmmmmmm I love you " she shook her head no "mmm no Wills.. didn't hear anything"

Missy Kitty scurried across the floor.. the baby in the manger tight in her mouth.. Willow shruged and layed there enjoying the closeness.. the warmth.. the afterglow.

Christmas In LA Part 1

"SPIKE MY HAIR!"

"Whats that Poof?.. something wrong with your haiOWWWWW, BLOODY HELL!, I'm Telling Rupert!"

Angel smacked him again "Go AHEAD!"

"OWWWWWRUPERT!.. your sodding nacyboy is smacking me!"

"Spike?"

"yes Poof?"

"Find a beach.. get a Tan!" Angel Stalked off

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"Wait for it?" Xander held up a finger, Willow and Buffy giggled

"Dear Lord"

"Ahh there it is" Xander said and The girls giggled and all eyes turned to the Englishman as his glasses came off as he furiously cleaned them

"You know I think they really do like each other" Willow said as she continued to decorate Buffy with tinsel.

"Ahh yes, in a homicidle, I'm going to kill you sort of like.. I can so feel the love now." Buffy giggled at Xander then stopped as her girlfriend pouted

"Awww baby he didn't mean it.. Look!.. Tinsel.. Xander give her more tinsel!"

The red witch pouted more "Its Christmas.. they shouldn't fight.. OH hey look at that!.. Giles pass the pretty Icicles" She giggles.. she always loved Christmas, even if she was Jewish.

"Hmmm?" Giles looked up.. Willow pointed.."Oh yes, right the icicles, here you are, Luv"

Willow giggled and took the icicles, hanging one from Buffy's ear and kissing her softly as she moved to the tree

"It looks so pretty!.. I'm glad we decided to do this!. you know with whats happened the last few months, we need some happy punch having, turkey gobbling, cranberry and popcorn stringing, santa coming down the Chiminey happy!"

The redhead giggled.. Xander looked at Buffy

"Shes drinking decaff right?" His brow raised

"damn straight she is!.. shes just happy with a capital 'H' happy!" moving to her witch she wraped her arms around her waist and nibbled her neck gently as her girlfriend hung more decorations

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"I don't have to!" Spike's finger poked into his gransires chest

"Spike" there was a warning note

Spike waved his hands in the air "Ohhhhh I'm so bloody scared.. look at me.. scared of dippity doo boy!"

"Spike" the tone got stronger

"Yes, Poof?" he lit his fag and blew the smoke right in Angel's face

"THAT DOES IT!" Angel lunged and Spike didn't have time to get out of the way.. the Fag went flying, landing in Angel's fish tank

"SODDING WANKER! that was my FAG!" and they hit the floor, rolling around, knocking the fish tank over.. and there went the desk, the chair and bursting through the office door, they rolled into the main lobby..

"GREAT GOOGLY MOOGLY!" Xander jumped out of the way as the two vamped out hisssing vampires rolled past them

Willow screamed startled and Buffy growled pulling a stake, moving her girlfriend behind her.. before realizing it was jsut frick and frack .. she put the stake away with a growl.

"Common guys, stop it!" Willow burst out crying, as they rolled right into the christmas tree, causing it to fall to the floor, spewing christmas decorations, tinsel, lights, and the baby manger across the hotel lobby floor

"ENOUGH!!!" the strong English accent filled the room causing the three standing, to jump where they stood and the two vampires to stop, Spike in mid-punch looked up

"Bloody hell, ya gone and done it now ya wanker, the watcher is pissed"

"Both of you up, NOW!" Giles' tone was not one to be arguing with.. Xander moved to them and Pulled Spike up

"What the hell was that?" He turned his vampire to look at him..

"It was his bloody fault!" Spike baulked and pointed to Angel as he stood, trying to straighten his Jacket "He bloody well took my fag and tossed it!"

Angel growled and started For Spike again when a strong hand reached out and grabbed him

"ENOUGH!.. Angel upstairs now!" Giles raised his voice.. Angel look back at him, opened his mouth and closed it again.. and with a growl stalked off upstairs

"You to Spike.. upstairs NOW!" Xander raised a brow at him..

"ME!.. the bloody poof of dippidy doo land attacks me and I'm the sodding one sent upstairs?!"

Xander raised his other brow and crossed his arms

"Oh bloody hell!, alright don't look at me like that!" Spike headed upstais, Xander on his heals

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"MERRY CHRISTMA-SWEET SINATRA!.. what demon attacked this place!" Lorne stepped through the hotel door, his arm around Fred, Cordelia and Gunn hand in hand behind him

"Was it a Chirstmas demon? atleast he had good taste, that was an expensive christmas tree" all eyes turned to her "Well it was!"

Gunn kissed her

"yes it was baby.. what happened?" his attention now focused on the Blonde holding the crying witch in her arms.

"Oh! was it Christmas tree climbing?.. every year my family gets tageather jsut before christmas out in the bush and we do our traditional christmas tree scaleing.. tho I have ta say I've never seen it done inside before" Fred said in her texan drawl.

All eyes turned to Fred and Willow started crying harder

"Sweetpea?.. how about you go and make some of that yummy eggnog we all love so well" Lorne said and kissed her head, then gave her a soft swat on her tush to get her moving.

"Well alright, but if your going ta be climbing the tree, come and get me I love ta climb trees!" she giggled and hurried off

"that explains alot" Gunn said and Cordelia smacked him

Lornes green faced blushed a deep shade of red if that were possible and he cleared his throat "Bufkins?.. what happened"

The green demon moved over to the slayer and her witch sitting down and rubbing the slayers back

"Spike and Angel, thats what happened.. the big idiots got into a fight and knocked the christmas tree down, god only knows what the office looks like.. shhh baby its ok, we can fix it" she held her witch tight and kissed her head


"Spike and Angel did this?" Cordy huffed and moved to them "I always knew those two were gonna try and kill each other.." she turned and went into the kitchen "As long as they don't get blood on the carpet, its expensive"

"thats my girl, always concerned with the carpet" Gunn hurried into the kitchen after her "Delia!, babygirl, we need to talk!"

Lorne smiled and shook his head.."Hey now Redrose, its not all that bad Sweetpea, we can fix it.. common enough of this depressed my christmas tree was rolled by vampires, and lets get up and fix it!"

Thinks that guys need to add the words please and sorry and i'm a dick to their vocabs!!

Happy Easter My friends!! NOw that that is out of the way...lol


Thinks that guys need to add the words PLEASE, SORRY and I'M A DICK to their vocabularies.





Now this is not to say ALL guys, I don't want to make a generalization and lump all guys into one catergory here, but there are some out there, that this statement is directed towards. What I want to know is how self-centered and self-asorbed and just generally rediculous one guy can be.





Seriously, when your own child tells you that your own WIFE is abusing them and not being nice to them when he is not around, maybe it should sink in and make their eyes open up to actually think, hey there is a problem here. But no, that would be to easy, seriously it would be, instead it was, they are blowing everything out of proportion, they are lieing, they are being rediculous.





You know I think this person is being rediculous, and self centered and only taking their own feelings into account, ggawd forbif that their children would have feelings and they got old enough to open their mouths and stand up for themselves, Finally standing up for themselves and it did not fit into the 'plan' he had apparently and therefore they are wrong and of course I stood by my children like any GOOD mother would do and let them make their own decision, I listened to them and let them decide what they wanted to do, and that was not visiting anymore, untill they are comfortable with it.





HOwever I am a bad mother becasue I choose to stand beside my kids and the decision they made, and I was not being a responsible parent because i choose NOT to force my kids to talk to anyone on the phone or otherwise. Has it helped?.. I think in some areas it has, the kids know that I will stand there besidfe them with whatever they need and my oldest son is actually getting medical treatment for a ulcer that was caused by all this mess and prior to this mess when he lived with said Dick.





You can not treat a child the way you do and expect them to keep taking it and not saying anything about ti forever.. it eventually all comes out and ALOT of stuff has come out.. and I am venting and no one ever reads this blog anyway, sooooo I suppose it dosent matter to much..





I think the kids are doing well, they are happy and healthy.. and well adjusted, more than they used to be, they are very happy not being told of the things they are doing that is wrong or what they are wearing is wrong, or that they are lieing about their shoes size.. or that ttheir hair is awesul or eyes being rolled at them constantly, like my second oldest said yesterday and again today.. I like being abe to express myself and not worry about what the other are gonna say about it.





I agree, and what harm does it cause, my kids get good grades, my second oldest has always gotten good grades, my oldest has done better than he ever has this year with some of the stress gone and the doc taking care of his issues, so if they wat to have black hair or orange hair, an earring or nose piercing, then whats the harm?.. thgere are so many more things that they could be doing, but they are not becasue they have room to breath and to express themselves.





I am a bitch, I know this, but you know what if being a bitch means that I will not compromise what I believe in or what I stand for, or that I will forever back up my children and support them any way I can, then I am proud to be a bitch..

Changes

Light snow outside as I type this..

It has been a long few months, but everyone is finally happy, the kids and yes myself.. its been a very long time since I have been "happy". Of course there is always going to be something or other that makes a person un-happy.. but for now.. we are happy, the kids are settled, likeing their new schools, wishing there father would make some sort of attempt to COME and see them, but they are happy non-the-less.

My first youngest son has been happy, his Father is making an attempt to come and see him, twice now he has actually called himself and asked about coming to see my boy, which makes my boy happy and myself happy as I think he is finally starting to grow up and take his responsibilities seriously, which is more than I can say for other people..

Christmas has always been a sore spot with me, The only reason in previous years that I have even had christmas is becasue of my kids and I WILL NOT deprive thme of christmas. This year however is different, I find myself actually WANTING to put the decorations up, and not just because the kids want to, but because I want to. I'm happier that I have been in a very long, long time.

Looking forward to our New Years Eve Party, have an open invitation to everyone that wants to come, friends and family.. I don't know how many will show up, but it dosen't really matter, I'm looking forward to Ringing in the new year with my my family and starting brand new, as are the kids.

Well I suppose this is possibly the last blog note of this year.. looking forward to the new year.. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!

The Beginning Of Them Chapter 5b

Chapter 5b - Here Kitty Kitty Kitty
Author: TangilassPairing: Lorne/OC Angel/?Rating: NC-17Warnings: Spanking, Language, Drama, AngstSummary:She wrinkled her nose at him.
"Then I don't want one"
She shifted back to her kitty form and bit his finger.
"Ow!, okok, you can have a collar"

Disclaimer: I don't own, I just let them out to play every so often, I'll bring them back I promise!, no sue me please!. I own nothing but the origional character and the creativity, and the artistic endevour to base this fic off an old Rp from a few years ago.


Chapter 5b - Here Kitty Kitty Kitty
Tangi rolled over with a groan, all her muscles were way so sore, she suspected that was from 4 days and a bit without any sleep or rest and possibly becasue she had just made love for the first time hours previous. She smiled at that thought and peeked an eye open to see her demon sleeping peacefully beside her, her monkey squished under his chin. She giggled with her hand over her mouth and rolled all the way over this time, her sore feet hitting the floor, she limped to the potty.
Her bathroom duties all finsihed, she headed back to bed and thats when she heard her cell going off. She hurried over to her backpack and quickly grabbed it, heading out into the hallway before she answered it
"Hello?"
She whispered into her phone as she hit the lobby, grabbing a throw from the sofa that Cordy liked to keep there and pulled it over her.
"Hi, its me"
Tangi smiled sitting back up and looking around to make sure that no one was still lingering.
"Where are you?"
"out back"
"be right there"
Tangi closed her phone and hobbled quickly back to the court yard and went out.
"Hi"
She hugged her friend gently and got a fierce hug back in return.
"Wow, what happened to your feet?"
The girl asked following Tangi back into the hotel and over to the sofa, both of them curling up togeather under the throw.
"Mission, though my shoes were to small"
"did you get in a lot of trouble?"
Her head turned as the phone ringed.
"No, still kinda waiting for that"
Tangi got up and hurried over to the front desk and the phone.
"I'm not supposed to answer the phone, I don't think"
she hesitated a moment and then picked it up
"Ummmm hello?, Angel Investigations, may I help you?"
Her eyes widened as she heard the voice on the other end
""Umm yes sir, but um sir your not supposed to call me on this phone"
She winced and held the phone away from her ear.
"yes I understand sir, I understand.. another one?...so soon?.... but sir I need some time to recoup, just a day or so"
And again she held the phone away from her ear.
"yes sir, alright sir, I understand.. Wednesday, I'll see you Wednesday sir"
She hung up and shook her head, making her way back over to her friend.
"Them again huh?, why don't you just tell them no"
She asked and curled up besid her again.
"its not that easy to just tell them no, and its a good thing Angel wasn't around, he don't like me to answer his phone... he already don't like me, this would be worse"
"he still don't like you?.. seems like a big meany to me"
Tangi nodded
"No he don't.. still the same thing everytime I come downstairs and he's taking to someone like Wesley or Cordy or Gunn or even lorne, he stops and looks at me, so I either hurry back upstairs to my room or outside to the courtyard.. its easier, I don't even ask anymore about anything.. I stay outta his way, then he dosen't get all mean"
The girl took the bandages off Tangi's feet and pulled one foot up and started licking at the wounds. Tangi watched her, only Fred would she ever let do this.. well alright maybe Lorne but that would be diferent she thought than this.
"Don't think thats gonna work Freddy, I tried shifting and it didn't heal them at all either.. and yea he's mean.. but if I just don't go near him, then he don't got nuthing to tell Lorne about and I already get spanked enough"
She watched Fred still licking her feet, trying to heal them, apparently so she had found out one time before, Fred species has some power to heal in their lick.
"He still spanking you?.. why don't you just leave"
"cause.. cause I don't wanna leave, cause... cause I love him and he only spanks me cause he loves me"
Fred stopped licking for a moment and grinned up at her
"You love him, you wanna marry him"
She sing song to her best friend and Tangi giggled.
"Maybe someday, but don't go making any plans, we'll see how this whole thing works out... you know I'm always reminded alot of the time that I'm more trouble than I'm worth.. and I can't forget that for some reason so, ..... you know he is gonna get tired of me at some point"
Freds brow furrowed and she looked up at Tangi
"He says that to you?..tells you that?.. thats not right cause your not you know your my Tangi"
Tangi's eyes snapped to her friends
"no NO!, not Lorne, he never ever ever ever says that or anything like that, he's always telling me he loves me and thats kinda weird still, but I'm getting used to it and kinda like it.. I was talking about him.. you know.. Drake.. I was with him for so many years and then got away from him.. he used to say it all the time and its been on my mind alot lately, cause he's in town, I saw him at a club last week"
Fred growled loudly at the mention of Drake, she knew him and had been gone for a little over a year from him, he's bad
"At a club?.. did he see you?"
Tangi shook her head
"Yea and no, I kinda stayed back into the shadows, but he was asking about me.. someone said they knew me and I was living at Club Caritas.. Thats Lornes old club remember?... well its not there anymore, I'm waiting for him to show up here or something, but I don't think so, cause he don't know I live here"
Fred listened to her, curling up with her and rubbing her feet.
"Lets hope not, you don't wanna go back to him, I couldn't even get back in last year to get you out, to much security"
Her ears perked up, hearing someone come in, Fred shifted to her little kitty form and hid under the blanket.
"Tangi?.. sweetie?.. what are you doing up at this hour?"
Cordy ran a hand through her messd up hair
"Sitting here"
She pulled the blanket over her feet and layed her head down on the arm of the sofa, Fred curling up against her bum under the blanket behind her.
"You ok?, I thought I heard voices?"
Cordy moved to her as she looked around.
"Oh I'm ok, I was singing, why are you sleeping here?, don't you live somewhere else?"
Cordy's brow raised
"I'm here now.. don't you know?.. my appartment was the scene of a Polgara smackdown"
She flopped into a chair and sighed.
"It was horrible.. poor Dennis actually came close to throwing up.. ewwwww did you know Polgaras bleed pink?"
Tangi nodded
"Yes, I'm allergic to them also, so I try and stay away"
"Yes well needless to say, this is my new home.. even Dennis came with me"
Cordy yawned
"Umm, your blanket is moving"
Tangi looked over and smacked the blanket, causing Fred to yelp a little, she tried to cover it with her own yelp.
"My tail.. got a mind of its own sometimes, you look tired.. go back to bed"
Cordy grinned
"You hiding something Tangi?.. oh!, you got a puppy!"
Cordy squeeled with delight and Tangi's eyes widened
"No!.. no puppy, Lorne said I couldn't have one, cause well I can't have one... said it was my tail, I want to be alone"
Cordy stood
"ok.. sorry, didn't mean to offend"
Cordy headed back upstairs, thinking that Angel's broodiness was starting to rub off on the wolf girl. Tangi waited untill she was gone and pulled the blanket up and looked at her.
"Next time someones gonna see you, ya gotta be more careful"
"Or smell you"
Tangi's head snapped around looking over at Angel, the blanket quickly covereing Fred again.
"Smell who?"
Angel stepped out of the shadows and over to the sofa, nodding towards the blanket.
"The bastet under your blanket"
Tangi instinctively moved between him and Fred
"Mine.. my bastet"
She picked the blanket up quickly and hurried to the kitchen, her feet hurt so bad. Angel followed her.
"Why are you so afraid of me?"
"i'm not.. go back to bed or whatever it is you do"
She opened the kitchen door and hobbled out back, Fred still in her arms and Angel still on her heals, she was starting to panick and Fred felt it. Jumping from the blanket and the safety of her wolfs arms, Fred shifted back to her Human form as she hit the ground, she moved towards Angel.
"You Buster!"
Her finger poked Angel hard in the shoulder, no one ever said Fred thought before doing things.
"Are mean!!"
Again she poked the caped brooders shoulder
"You don't like her?!.. whats NOT to like about her!?!?!?!"
Again with the poking and it was definatly starting to hurt his shoulder, he winced.
"And furthermore how mean is it to stop talking when she comes into the room about whatever, or tell her its not for her to know.. she was just trying to help!!!, meany!!!"
Fred poked him again as he backed up a bit from her, she stumbled and started to fall, but before she hit the ground she shifted quickly back to her Kitty form and started preening her foot like nothing happened and no one saw her stumble.
Tangi watched her, her eyes widening when Fred started to shift back again, even before Angel could get over his shock. Tangi pulled her back
"Fred, common, don't worry about it, just leave him alone"
Fred rubbed her bum where her tailbone is.
"I won't!.. he's a big meany!.. a big big meany!!.. owww I think I broke my tail"
She rubbed again and Angel started to Bristle finally at the cat girl infront of him.
"What?.. I'm not mean, I don't tell her that... sometimes.. but I tell everyone that sometimes, I like her, shes the mean one"
Tangi hobbled back inside the hotel , her panick starting to rise
"See!, she runs away from me!, i didn't do anything!"
Fred smacked him and rubbed her tail bone some more
"Because you are big like someone else we know thats why!"
Angel winced
"oww, HEY!, I'm a nice guy, ask anyone"
Fred looked up at him.
" The only one I gotta assk is her and she never said if ya are or ya aren't!"
"I've never been mean to her!, honest!"
Fred smacked him and hurried inside to her wolf, rubbing her tailbone.
"Thats it!"
Angel took of after them
"Tangi tell her i'm not mean to you!"
Fred growled
"Don't yell at her!"
Angel growled back
"I'm not yelling!, this is rediculous, I'm Angel, the vampire with a soul, the nice guy!"
Freds cat growled again wanting to bite him.
"You are yelling, nice souled guys don't yell!"
"I'm not yelling, tell her Tangi!"
Tangi looked at Fred.
"He was yelling"
"I WAS NOT!!"
Lorne appeared right then, yawning
"Sweet Sinatra, whats all the yelling about, Angelcakes?"
"I told you, you was yelling!"
Fred smacked him again and then curled up around Tangi and started purring softly to her, to try and stop her shaking.
"OW! DAMMIT!, I'M NOT YELLING!!"
Lorne stepped over to his wolf and her new friend, kneeling down and pulling her to him.
"You are yelling, and its scareing my kitten and her kitten"
Just at that moment Fred shifted to her little kitty and lunged at Angel, climbing up his pant leg and up his shirt, biting his earlobe.
"FRED NO BITING HI-.. OHHHHH GAWD!"
"ARGHHHHHHHH!"
Angel vamped, growled and teared up. Lorne chuckled as Fred jumped down and stood infront of him still in her cat form hissing and spitting at him
"hisss hisss spitttt, spitt, hiss hiss"
"I'm gonna patrol!!"
With that said and his hand on his earlobe, Angel headed out.
"Merrrrrowwwwhisssssss!"
Fred chased him out the door.
Lorne watched and started laughing
"Ohhh babygirl!, I love her!"
Tangi watched Fred chase Angel out the door.
"Thinks she likes him.. thats you know.. before YOU KNOW, to her"
Lornes brow raised.
"The kitten likes Angelcakes?"
Lorne laughed more and tangi nodded getting up, she hobbled into the kitchen to get a drink for her sore throat. Lorne followed her.
"So whose the kitten, kitten"
Tangi took a drink of water.
"Fred, shes a friend"
Lorne watched her.
"Shes a cutiepie.. fiesty to.. she'd be good for Angelcakes."
Tangi smiled and nodded, drinking more water.
"Babygirl?"
She looked up at him
"uhuh?"
"Why don't you like Angelcakes?"
Tangi turned around and got some more water
"Didn't say I didn't, don't wanna talk about this"
She took another drink.
"I have eyes kitten, you run when he's around.. why?"
"Don't wanna talk about this, Lorne"
His brow raised
"Well I darn well do"
She got quiet, real quiet.
"I'm real good about not nosying in your business.. and I try to be fair and let you make your own decisions and all that.. but this, this I can't let go, Angelcakes is a good man and he cares about you like a kid sister"
She never said anything, just kept drinking her water.
"I want to know whats going on"
She looked at him.
"I..I..I can't, I'm sorry"
Grabbing her water she hobbled quickly back out to the sofa and sat, her feet were hurting her ALOT. Lorne followed, not very happy at all.
"I didn't spank you earlier.. for reasons..I will spank you now, if you run away from me"
Tangi looked up at him, rubbing her feet a little, his tone had changed, it was his unhappy voice, the one she didn't like.
"I'm not running from you, I came back out to the couch"
Lorne sat next to her, eyeing her, normally he wouldn't push, but this, this was something that needed to be addressed. Tangi kept drinking her water and Lorne kept eyeing her.
"Fine, spank me"
She climbed over his lap, only to be sat back up on the sofa beside him and he looked at her.
"Will you stop confusing me!"
She threw her hands in the air, she was getting frustrated and was already upset, both were not a good combination for her.
"What is going on with you and Mr.Broody"
She sighed and shook her head, again.
"I don't wanna talk about this, Lorne"
"To bad, we are"
His tone left no room for argument, and if it was anyone else, they would have gotten that, but with Tangi, it was still taking time. She just got quiet and curled up on the couch more.
"No, shutting down on me little girl"
"I don't wanna talk about this"
"To bad we are"
She growled.
"Well talk all you want to, I'm not"
His brow raised.
"Tangi Sophia McGreggor"
He used her full name, and normally that wasn't lost on her, but at this point she didn't notice.
"NO! I DON'T WANT TO!!"
She screamed at him, and she never screamed at him, ever, it even startled her and she watched as he stood and headed back up the stairs. She curled up on the sofa more, if that were possible.
"Would just be easier if you would just yell at me or something"
She whispered out to no one, he was already gone back upstairs to their suite. She pulled the blanket up more and Lorne paced the room.
Meanwhile somewhere in the greater LA downtown area, Fred hopped after Angel in her cat form , nipping at his ankels. Angel jumped.
"OWW HEY!, stop it!"
Fred stood infront of him, hopping up and down, hissing and spitting at him still.
"HIIIIISSSSSS SPITTTT HISSSSSS SPITTTT!"
He picked her up, eyeing her.
"Stop it!"
She swated at him and nipped at him and swated at him again. Angel ducked back a bit, Fred still in his hands.
"I'm a nice guy, let me show you"
"Merrrrrrrrrowwwww"
She hung limply in his hands and looked at him, thinking he was no fun at all.
"Look give me a chance, ok?.. to show you that i'm a nice guy"
He held her close, stroking her head. Freds paws came up, wrapping themselves around his neck, the purring started and she suckled his earlobe. Angel giggled.
"Ok, thats more like it"
He stopped and took a seat on a bench, Fred still wrapped around his neck, kneeding him now and still suckling on his ear lobe.
"Ok, ok, you've won my heart, cat.. kitten.. gawd, I sound like Lorne"
She nuzzled her head into his neck and nipped him, she really did like him, there was something about him that was strangely safe. Angel continued to stroke her fur. Fred nipped him on the nose and meowed as she jumped down and curled up on his lap.
"purrrrrrrrrrrrrrssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss"
He laughed.
"Your a charmer aren't ya, bite first, cuddle second.. I like that in a girl."
She rolled over and stretched out shamlessly for tummy rubs. She was pleasently suprised when he started rubbing and she started purring louder.
"Now the question is, do you do this when you are human to?"
She shifted back and smiled cutely up at him. Angel grinned and leaned down, kissing her softly. Fred smiled even more and kissed him back deeply and Angels arms wrapped around her. He broke the kiss hesitantly, knowing she was the one who needed to breathe and smiled at her, finally noticing just how thin she was and that she was wearing a collar. His demon growled.
"Who put that on you?"
She looked up at him, her eyes big and innocent
"Who?..what?..where?...what?...who?"
His fingertips brushed over the collar
"This?.. who put it on you?"
"Oh.. that?.. my owner a long long long long time ago"
Angelus growled.
"I'm taking it off, no one owns you"
With that he slipped his fingers into it and it broke with a growl. Freds eyes grew big again and looked at the Collar in his hand.
"How you do that?.. I couldn't get it off and Tangi couldn't get it off, she can't even get her's off.. thats why she keeps it glammed, so no one can see it.. we couldn't get it off"
Her hand moved to her neck.. it felt weird.. naked.. she looked at him
"its all gone"
"Tangi has one?"
His demon growled again
"Whats the name of the person or thing that put them on you both?"
She kept looking at him
"its gone"
Her fingers still on her neck.
"Fred, is it?.. please tell me who did this"
She kept looking at him.
"uhuh Fred.. well Winnifred, he named me. I was with him from the time I was a really tiny kitty.. Tangi came about 7 years ago.. I was his pet.. she was his experiment.. she made it so I could get away last year, I couldn't take her with me.. and I tried to get back and get her but it never worked.. then she got away and called me later"
She smiled a little
"This means I belong to you now?"
Angel choked back the growling.
"you belong to yourself.. but"
He smiled.
"I kinda would like ya to be my girl"
Fred smiled brightly.
"Can I have a pink Collar"
She looked at him excitedly.
"For when you are all kittened out.. ya don't need a collar for when you are human, I don't own you"
She wrinkled her nose at him.
"Then I don't want one"
She shifted back to her kitty form and bit his finger.
"Ow!, okok, you can have a collar"
She shifted back to human and smiled at him again
"Kay"
He smiled and kissed her again.
"Common, I'm taking you home and feeding you"
She kissed him back
"I can't go home with you, I have to go to my home and get something"
"Ok, I'll take you there, just point the way hunny"
She shifted to her little kitty form again, hopping out of his arms she scampered across the street, dodging the cars and headed into the park. Angel followed her, cringing as she almost got hit by a truck.
"BE CAREFUL!"
She scampered more into the park and over to a bush, shifting back to her human she crawled under the bush, pulling out the little jacket that was torn and dirty, then stood back up.
"Ok, I got my jacket"
She smiled at him
"This is home?"
She nodded
"uhuh, look isin't it pretty?, its got pink flowers, I like pink.. purrssssssss"
Angel could do nothing but smile.
"Its beautiful. You can have all the pink you want at your new home, all the pink you want"
She smiled and pulled her jacket on so she didn't have to carry it and he offered his hand. Taking it she looked at him.
"Can I have a pink collar?"
He grinned.
"You can have 100, baby"
She walked with him for a little while, then shifted to her cat form and climbed up his pant leg to his shoulder. Angel laughed and held her in his arms, kissing his head.
"PURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS"
Finally getting back to the hotel, he opened the door and took her inside with him, she was purring loudly when she saw Tangi coming out of a little room and not looking to good, in her wolf form.
"MERRROWW!"
Fred jumped down and scampered across the room over to her, rubbing against her. Tangi started to lick her, her wolf making faces, she so needed a bath, badly, her big paw pushed her cat down as she continued to lick and Fred continued to pur shamelessly.
"Tangi?.. whats wrong?"
Angel asked her, concerned and she just kept cleaning the cat, realizing her cats has fleas. Angel kneeled down, smiling.
"Fred and I are friends"
"MEEERRRRRRROOOWWW!"
Fred rolled over and sprawled out, letting her wolf clean her tummy and tail. Angel chuckled again watching them.
"Maybe I can do the licking sometime"
Angel spoke amusedly to them, obviously talking to Fred and then watched as both girls changed back to human, Tangi moving back to the sofa and curling up, fred following close behind and curling around her.
"You ladies want to be alone?"
Fred looked up at him
"huh?.. why?.. she's having Drake issues again, she'll be ok, once I figure out a way to kill him."
She nodded emphatically at her own words.
"Drake the collar guy?"
His demon growled and Freds brows furrowed, and she started to purr louder as Tangi started to shake again.
"I need a description, whats he look like?"
She looked at him , brows still furrowed.
"Why?"
Angel vamped
"Because I'm gonna kill him"
"Kill who?, whats going on?"
Lorne asked, Fred growled.
"Your scareing her... stop!"
She curled around her wolf more.
"And I dunno, he looks kinda like you..well you got better hair.. I dunno. Tangi can show you what he looks like, she can do that sorta thing, I can't.. and I was gonna kill him.. she said he was in town at a club.. asking about her.. he don't care to much about me"
Lorne moved to them.
"Tangi?.. babygirl?"
"sorry"
His vamped tucked itself away and he watched.
"Its Kay, she's got issues with Drake.. me?.. I just wanna eat him"
She smiled happily and purred louder, Angel grinned at her. Lorne reached out for his little wolf girl and she climbed right into his lap. Fred slipped off the sofa to the floor and shifted again, her leg sticking itself up into the air, she commensed preening her fur.
"I love you babygirl"
She nodded.
"kay"
Lorne stood, holding her in his arms
"Can I take you upstairs, kitten?"
She nodded, holding onto him tightly.

The Beginning of Them - Chapter 5a - Jungle Fleas

Chapter 5a - Jungle Fleas

Author: Tangilass

Pairing: Lorne/OC

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: Spanking, Language, Drama, Angst SEX THIS CHAPTER

Summary:"Where were you?"
He asked, bandaging her feet carefully
"ummmm... jungle"

Disclaimer: I don't own, I just let them out to play every so often, I'll bring them back I promise!, no sue me please!. I own nothing but the origional character and the creativity, and the artistic endevour to base this fic off an old Rp from a few years ago.

Jungle Fleas

She had been gone out of town for a little over 4 days. The elders had called her to do a 'job' for them, apparently there had been a Garou that needed to be eliminated, a traitor. They had called her because that had been what she had been trained for, yes of course she had been with Drake, however if the elders called, he was obligated to let her go and deal with whatever it was they had needed her to do, and it wasn't any different now than it was then.

They had called, gave her instructions as they always did, but this time it was for no one to know about. That ment that she could not tell anyone else at all about where she was going or what she was doing. There would be no messages to be left even after she had gotten to her destination.

She was possitive that Lorne was worried about her and how she wished that she could have called and atleast told him not to worry that she would be back and she was ok, but again she wasn't allowed this time and she wasn't sure why, but she was damn well NOT crossing one elder, let alone 5 of them.

So she did what she had to do, tracked down the rogue garou, eliminated him as she was told to do. However this was all after she had gone to the safe house and picked up the supplies that she knew would be waiting for her. The rifle with the scope on it was new, she was highly impressed with it, and it was filled with the silver that she knew she would need, ones that when they hit their target, they would explode inside and silver would seep into the offending critters blood stream and valla!, dead critter.

It took her forever to get this Garou and take him down and in a Jungle of all places!. When she stepped off the bus it was just after 8pm, she was tired and starving as she had forgotten to eat, because she was so intent on getting this bastard and getting home, everything else seemed to go right out the window.

She needed a very hot bath, her feet were killing her, she hadn't been able to find her new shoes when she had left, so she put her old ones back on. She was dirty from crawling around in the mud for two days and then a third day of chasing the guy through the jungle. It was hot and she was sweaty and she had bites ALL over her and ontop of everything else she was sure that she had gotten jungle fleas, and she didn't even think they were real, but she was still sure that she had gotten them and brought them home with her.

Tangi headed right to the all night pet shop that was just down the street from the hotel, she knew she needed to get the shampoo and this time when she picked it up she made damn sure it was the extra-strength flea and tick stuff, and a extra-strength collar as well, it was jungle fleas after all.

When she paid for everything she grabbed her bag and without saying thank you she hurried out of the shop straight to the hotel, smiling when she saw it, she headed in through the front doors with the flea shampoo in tow and scratching her head.

Angels head snapped up when the door opened

"Look whose back"

Tangi smiled, actually happy to see him, which in itself was a big step.

"Hi"

Angel smiled "You ok?"

"Tired.. sore.. bites all over, think I got fleas, so might wanna stay away. Oh lets not forget dirty and I think I ripped my new shorts, but I'm alive and thats always a good thing... mostly.. and I'm actually happy to see you.. so hey.. take what ya can get right?"

She smiled and Angel smiled back, grabbing his axe, heading to the door.

"Lorne's waiting in the room, welcome back"

She smiled

"Where ya going?"

"Polgara nest.. Wes and Gunn are already there.. he loves you, remember that"

With that said, he headed out, he didn't wanna be around for this reunion, he was sure of it.

Tangi's brow furrowed as she watched him go

"I know that"

Shaking her head, she headed up the stairs , flea stuff in hand and opened the door to their suite. Lorne stopped pacing and turned to the door when it opened, and gave her the LOOK. Smiling a little she gave a bit of a wave.

"Hi"

Lorne just kept looking at her, not saying a word and her smile slowly left her face.

"I know, I'm bad and I shoulda told ya I was going and I didn't, and I shoulda maybe even called when I got where I was going and I didn't and you were worried and scared and I'm bad, I know.. and I'm in alot of trouble, and I'm not gonna sit for a year, and I'm bad I know.. but I got fleas, so can I have a shower first before ya kill me so I don't give you fleas and all that stuff.. please?'

She took a much needed breath when her babble stopped as she was trying to get her old shoes off, thay were killing her feet. Lorne gestured to the bathroom, again not saying anything.

She looked up at him and decided to forget about her shoes and hurried into the bathroom, closeing the door behind her, she just pulled them off, her white socks all dirty and bloody.

"Ohhh gawwwwdddddddddd"

She hissed out quietly and left the socks on. setting the bottle of flea shampoo and collar down, she pulled her shirt off and her shorts, tossing them directly into the trash can. Stepping into the shower, her socks still on, she tured the hot water on, no cold at all and sighed deeply.

Lorne meanwhile, had grabbed the big first aide kit and stepped into the bathroom after she was into the shower, reaching in behind the curtain and turning on some cold, just so she wouldn't scald herself.

Tangi startled and growled out at him, before realizing it WAS him, she was still on edge from the hunting she had been told to go do.

"Oh damn... Lorne.. sorry"

He picked up her clothing noting they were covered in blood, and still had not said a word. Tangi watched him, she to realized he wasn't talking to her and she turned, shifting up to her war form and adding the shampoo and started scrubbing at the fleas, and scratching, becasue she was itchy as hell.

Lorne reached in without a word and took the shower head down and began to rince some of the shampoo away, Tangi moved with him, still in her big wolf form and helped to rince the shampoo off, and started on a second round with it. Finally she shifted back to her human form and shut the shower off, stepping out she grabbed the towel and wrapped it around her, grabbing the flea collar next and slipping it around her neck.

Lorne watched her quietly and when she was done, he carefully picked her up and carried her to the bed setting her down he gently looked over her feet.

"I couldn't find my new shoes when I had to go, so I put the old ones on"

He opened the kit , picking out what he needed and started to carefully, gently apply the ointment. She sat there letting him, not making a sound, he wasn't talking and she knew he was way mad at her.

"I love you"

She looked up at him

"Really?.. Still?..I love you to, but you don't gotta ya know.. I know I was bad"

His eyes met hers, he hated that she felt this way about herself.

"I'll always love you babygirl.. always"

She just nodded and looked back at her feet.. she trusted him and he would never lie to her, but she just knew she was bad, it was just something she knew, deep down inside her, she was sure he was wrong.

"Where were you?"

He asked, bandaging her feet carefully

"ummmm... jungle"

His brow raised

"Doing?"

"Can't tell ya" she said softly
"Mission for those bastards.... again"
She nodded, looking at her feet and scratching the mass of bites on her arm, Lorne finished her feet up and started on her arms.

"There ok Lorne, just itchy.. they got bugs I never saw before"
"Let me take care of you babygirl, please"

Tangi held her arms out for him, and he carefully, gently, lovingly tended to every wound. She winced with the antiseptic stuff he was using, but said nothing.

"I'm sorry babydoll"

She shrugged

"my fault, tis ok"

He said nothing but finshed up with her wounds and stood up, stepping to the dresser he pulled out her favorite Eeyore jammies and helped her into them.

"Thank you"

His arms wrapped around her gently, he said nothing and as she snuggled into him, he picked her up and sat on the bed holding her close to him.

"I went as fast as I could, but it took forever, I just wanted to come home"

He nodded stroking her hair.

"I know babygirl, I know"

"I'm sorry"

She spoke softly and snuggled into him more.

"I know that to"

She got quiet for a moment and then looked up at him, he voice almost a whisper.

"I should go get the brush, huh?"

Lorne nodded as she started to climb off his lap

"Good idea, Kitten"

She winced as her feet made contact with the flooring, but she managed to get to her dresser and grab the brush from ontop of it and moved back over to him, holding it out for him.

"Thank you, Kitten"

He took the brush from her and pulled her back onto his lap and began to gently brush her wild main of hair. Tangi sat there in shock for a few moments

"Oh"

Thats the only thing she seemed to be able to say, as she was sure that he weas going to spank her and she was sure she wasn't gonna be sitting for the next year. She settled back against him deciding that she would just pretend that he wasn't going to do that after he brushed her hair and enjoy what was happening. She started toscratch her arm, she was itchy.\

"No scratching, babygirl"

She stopped with the scratching and just rubbed them, hoping that it would help stop the itchiness, she hated Jungle fleas. Lorne finished with her hair and set the brush down on the bed beside him, kissing her softly.. she smiled and kissed him back, starting to scratch again, and very confused as to why she wasn't in trouble yet.

"I gotta scratch Lorne, there itchy, really itchy, they won't stop"

She said scratching harder and Lorne took hold of her hands gently to stop them.

"Maybe I should get your mind off them, babygirl"

She looked at him and winced, tucking her head back under his chin.

"I'm sorry"

She said softly and Lorne shook his head, he could almost taste the fear coming off of her, however he choose to ignore it and just held her tighter.

"I know.. Tangi?"

She looked up at him

""yea?"

His brow raised, realizing she had been gone far to long and her manners didn't seem to come back with her. Again it was something he just ignored at this moment. Later.. Later he would find the person who made his babygirl like this and kill them slowly.

"I wanna love you"

Her nose scrunched up in confusion

"I thought you already did love me"

He smirked and kissed her gently again

"I wanna make love to you, babygirl"

Her eyes widened

"Oh"

His eyes never left hers.

"May I?"

He asked softly, kissing her gently again

"I... I.. I.. never before"

Lorne smiled

"I know.. I won't hurt you, I promise"

She nodded blushing from head to bandaged toes as Lorne kissed her softly again and layed her gently down on the bed. Carefully he raised her pj top and leaned in, his head lowering as his lips gently started to kiss her breasts.

"Ohhhh gaiaaaaaaaaaaaa"

Tangi gaasped out, her wolf whimpering as he gently licked one and then the other, her hands finding her head and his lipped attached to one beautiful breast and he gently suckled. her back arched up to him, she was feeling things she had never felt before, her eyes closing at the sensation as she wondered why her jammie pants were wet all of a sudden.

Lorne smiled at her reaction, taking his time with her, his fingers getnly stroking the one his lips were not paying attention to. She moaned softly to him, her eyes still closed.

"Ohhhh gooodnessss Lorneeeeeeee"

Smiling again, her moved his attentions down to her tummy, his tongue finding her bellybutton as he gently tugged her pj pants down. She moaned louldly her wolf whimpering and her jammie pants wet as hell.

"I.. I think I mighta wet the bed"

She told him softly through a moan and he smiled, tossing her pj pants to the floor he took in the beauty that was before him, her aroma hitting him like a succulant flower.

"no, its perfectly normal kitten, you are fine"

With that said he leaned in and kissed between her thighs softly, her wolf whimpered again as his tongue flicked gently over her, the bed now soaked just from her.

"gooodnessss gooodnessssssssss"

She moaned out loudly as his tongue slipped inside her heat slowly, he was taking his time, tasting... savoring her, making love to her with his mouth. Her hips arched inot him, her wolf growlnig and whimpering, happy. Lorne slid his tongue in deep, his lips suckling and his hands moved to caress her body, her breasts. Her hips arched up even more, her body starting to tense up as Lorne looked for that one special spot he was sure that she had.

Her fingers gripped the blanket tightly, her eyes closed unable to form words, her wolf still growling and whimpering. She gasped and arched one last time into him, he smiled.

"Gaiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalorneeeeeeeeeeeeeee

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

gaiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

She came loudly with a growl shaking and panting, trembling as Lorne road her wave of pleasure out, cleaning her up gently as he kissed his way out of her. She layed there panting and whimpering not able to say anything, he smiled

" You ok babygirl?"

His fingers gently stroaked her hair as her eyes opened, looking at him, her body all flushed from the events that jsut took place, she nodded her wolf whimpered and again lorne smiled. He loved seenig her happy.

"may I love you some more, beautiful?"

She nodded and nodded and nodded, wondering to herself, just what MORE ment. Lorne stood and undressed himself, tossing his cloths to the floor, smiling at her as her eyes widened again.

"um.. wow.. I mean.. ohhh, i've never, uh.. umm seen it before, I mean.. not like that.. wow"

She blushed brighter than the color of Mars she was sure of it and Lorne chuckled.

"Because of you babygirl.. all becasue of you"

He sat next to her and took her hand, placing it on his not so little demon, and she blushed even more if that were at all possible.

"Go on.. I want you to get used to it, to feel waht you do to me, kitten"

He spoke softly, stroking her hair. She touched a little, still blushing and then stopped, not sure what to do.

"I just want you, not be afraid... of it, of me...thats all, babygirl"

She looked up at him and smiled, blushing still.

"I'm not, but I umm... I... dunno how its gonna fit anywhere, but I'm not afraid of it, or you"

He kissed her and smiled

"Good... trust me"

He moved over her, between her thighs and pressed gently against her.

"You want me to stop, just say stop, ok babygirl?"

Her face flushed and she nodded

"Kay"

She breathed out, His eyes never left hers as he gently, carefully eased into her. Her wolf once again whimpered and growled, she gasped and moaned lowly.

"Goooodnesssssssssssssssssss"

Her eyes closed, hsi smile grew as he continued to watch her, Lord how he loved her more and more each day, each time he set his sights on her. Finally his eyes closed and he moaned sofly as he slid all the way into her and rested there a moment to let her adjust to his size. Leaning down he kissed her softly.

"I love you"

She growled softly

"mmmmmmmmm love you toooooooo"

He smiled and then started moving, slow shallow thrusts to start with, his lips leaning down and capturing a nipple betweent them, his hands moving gently over her soft warm flesh. She growled and his eyes opened as her legs came up to wrap around him. She smiled up at him and thne blushed, a soft moan escaping past her lips, his lips moved onto her other breasts and nipped gently as his thrusting became a bit faster.

"ohhhhh gaiaaaaa, love you"

She hushed out to him as her body started to tremble, her breathing hitched just a bit more than it was and once again his lips switched back to her other breast and he nipped at that one as well.
"LORNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELOVEEEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUGROWLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!"

She screamed out as her body clenched around him and her release came fast.and as it did, Lorne thrusted faster into her.

"Tangiii babygirll!!!!.. Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!"

She layed there panting and shaking, growling softly, totally blown away with what just had happened, her eyes closed and she smiled, she could do nothing but. Lornes eyes finally opened and his breathing under control, he looked down at him girl, and smiled at the look of peace on her face. Carefully he eased out of her, only to be met with a whimper from her and he chuckled, dropping down beside her and pulling her into his arms, holding her close, kissing her damp forehead.

"I love you, babygirl"

Her eyes opened and she looked at him with a contented smile.

"I love you to.. wow"

She said, her wolf growling softly to him.. he had just claimed her, and her wolf knew it and was stated and content just as she was. His brow cocked at the growling.

"you ok babygirl?.. something wrong with your wolf?"

She stretched, shaking her head and smiled

"Nuh uh, I'm perfect, hungry but perfect and my wolfs all content and happy"

She stretched more and he watched her, grinning. She leaned over and kissed him, and broke into a fit of giggles.

"Wanna get some food kitten?"

He chuckled at her giggles and sat up, runnign his fingers through her hair as she nodded

"uhuh.. please, I haven't eaten, since I left here 4 days ago"

The hair stroking stopped.

"They didn't feed you?"

She shook her head no, laying there looking up at him.

"never do, not there responsibility, they just supply the weapons and the last sighting of whoever.. and I was in a jungle most of that time, there are endangered species living in the jungle, I wasn't gonna eat something, cause I didn't know what I could eat.. then on the plane coming back, hello certinally not first class seats, and all they had was peanuts and drinks.. I wasn't having any.. then I didn't have time at the bus station cause I had to walk from the airport to the bus station and I was almost late, I got there just as they were boarding the bus, I did't have time to even get a drink form the coke machine.. and then the bus ride was like 7 and a half hours, I had some water from the little sink in the bathroom, never again it was pretty nasty... then I got off the bus here and I wasn't really worried about stopping to eat anything.. I only stopped to get flea stuff and the collar"

She pointed to the collar she had slipped on to help with the fleas, he hadn't really noticed it before, he was to intent on her being home and loving her. His hands mvoed up and he snapped the flea collar off.

"And I wanted home so badly 'cause I missed you, that food was an after thought"

She said, looking down at the flea collar in her hands, and her belly growled loudly. His fingers cam up under her chin, making her look at him.

"no collars I do-"

His other hand came up and a finger layed gently across her lips to stop her from talking.

"No collars, I don't care if you have fleas, we will get rid of them, have Wes make something magical to get rid of them, but no collars, not on ym babygirl.. got it?"

His brow raised, she was looking at him and nodded, not dareing to say a word. Her belly growled again. Kissing her he stood up.

"Common, I'll take care of that, right now"

She looked at him as he started carrying her to the door, he didn't look to happy..

"Umm, Lorne we can't go downstairs to the kitchen were naked, we might scares Cordy or Wes or Gunn, and I want my eeyors on please"

She looked at him and smiled a little bit, he laughed and set her down.

"Sorry kitten, got carried away"

She giggled again and picked up her jammies, pulling them on.

"Its ok"

She tried to get her slippers on and when she couldn't she looked at him and pouted without realizing she was doing it.

"they won't fit in them right now"

She grabbbed her Tigger robe and pulled it on, doing it up, she sat back down on the bed waiting for him to finish dressing. He slipped his robe on over his Jammies and scooped her up, kissing her gently, she was absolutly adorable when she pouted.

"I can walk you know"

She held onto him, nuzzlign his shoulder, but still not making any move to get out of his arms, even after they reached the kitchen.

"I don't want you on those wounded feet, kitten"

She nodded and his brow raised, he wasn't expecting that to be so easy.

"Wouldn't be wounded if I coulda found my new pair before I had to leave"

Lorne sat her in a chair at the table, and bussied himself with making dinner for the two of them. She watched him, her chin in her hands and her elbows on the table.

"Lorne I don't wanna argue with you, but I don't need no more shoes, that would be a waste, I got two pairs now, granted one don't fit so it can go into the garbage.. or to goodwillor something like that for someone else, cause there still good, but I can only wear one pair at a time"

He looked up at her with THAT look as he set the sandwich stuff on the table. She siged and sat back on her bum now instead of her knees and took a piece of bread and some cheese. Lorne went about getting the juice and cups and sat back and made a sandwhich for himself as Tangi took another piece of bread.

"I couldn't eat with you gone, kitten"

She looked up at him

"I'm sorry"

He smiled

"Your here now, safe and sound"

She nodded and sat back in her chair, finisheing her bread and cheese, wondering for how long though, how long would she be here untill they called again and wanted her to do another job for them.

"No more jobs, I'm gonna take care of that"

She looked at him again

"Noooooo... just leave them be and let me do what I have to do"

She nodded, trying to make herself calm down, she knew what the elders were like, and it was easier to jsut do as they ask and not question them. Lorne sat there and finished his dinner without saying anything and Tangi stood.

"I think I'm gonna go to bed"

She put her plate in the sink and hurried up the stairs, Lornes brow raised as he quickly finished and cleane dup everything, putting it away and followed his babygirl.

She hit their room and crawled up on the bed, sighing deeply, rubbing her feet.

"Common.. hurry up and heal, you really hurt!"

She crawled up more, fishing around under the pillows for her monkey.

"Why's ya run off kitten?"

Lorne Locked the bedroom door and joined her on the bed. she shook her head

"I didnt, I was justt coming to bed."

"I dont want you on those feet for a day or two"

She found Mr.Frodo her moneky and pulled him to her

"Kay"

She said and layed down, pulling the blankets up over her and rubbed her arms, Lorne joined her, puling ehr into his arms carefully and held her tight

"Love you Lorne.. alot"

He smiled and kissed her head

"I love you babydoll"

And before it was even all out of his mouth, she was gone, little growly snores emminating from her.