Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Changes


Light snow outside as I type this..


It has been a long few months, but everyone is finally happy, the kids and yes myself.. its been a very long time since I have been "happy". Of course there is always going to be something or other that makes a person un-happy.. but for now.. we are happy, the kids are settled, likeing their new schools, wishing there father would make some sort of attempt to COME and see them, but they are happy non-the-less.


My first youngest son has been happy, his Father is making an attempt to come and see him, twice now he has actually called himself and asked about coming to see my boy, which makes my boy happy and myself happy as I think he is finally starting to grow up and take his responsibilities seriously, which is more than I can say for other people..


Christmas has always been a sore spot with me, The only reason in previous years that I have even had christmas is becasue of my kids and I WILL NOT deprive thme of christmas. This year however is different, I find myself actually WANTING to put the decorations up, and not just because the kids want to, but because I want to. I'm happier that I have been in a very long, long time.


Looking forward to our New Years Eve Party, have an open invitation to everyone that wants to come, friends and family.. I don't know how many will show up, but it dosen't really matter, I'm looking forward to Ringing in the new year with my my family and starting brand new, as are the kids.


Well I suppose this is possibly the last blog note of this year.. looking forward to the new year.. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!


Saturday, October 3, 2009

The Beginning Of Them Chapter 5b





Chapter 5b - Here Kitty Kitty Kitty
Author: TangilassPairing: Lorne/OC Angel/?Rating: NC-17Warnings: Spanking, Language, Drama, AngstSummary:She wrinkled her nose at him.
"Then I don't want one"
She shifted back to her kitty form and bit his finger.
"Ow!, okok, you can have a collar"

Disclaimer: I don't own, I just let them out to play every so often, I'll bring them back I promise!, no sue me please!. I own nothing but the origional character and the creativity, and the artistic endevour to base this fic off an old Rp from a few years ago.


Chapter 5b - Here Kitty Kitty Kitty
Tangi rolled over with a groan, all her muscles were way so sore, she suspected that was from 4 days and a bit without any sleep or rest and possibly becasue she had just made love for the first time hours previous. She smiled at that thought and peeked an eye open to see her demon sleeping peacefully beside her, her monkey squished under his chin. She giggled with her hand over her mouth and rolled all the way over this time, her sore feet hitting the floor, she limped to the potty.
Her bathroom duties all finsihed, she headed back to bed and thats when she heard her cell going off. She hurried over to her backpack and quickly grabbed it, heading out into the hallway before she answered it
"Hello?"
She whispered into her phone as she hit the lobby, grabbing a throw from the sofa that Cordy liked to keep there and pulled it over her.
"Hi, its me"
Tangi smiled sitting back up and looking around to make sure that no one was still lingering.
"Where are you?"
"out back"
"be right there"
Tangi closed her phone and hobbled quickly back to the court yard and went out.
"Hi"
She hugged her friend gently and got a fierce hug back in return.
"Wow, what happened to your feet?"
The girl asked following Tangi back into the hotel and over to the sofa, both of them curling up togeather under the throw.
"Mission, though my shoes were to small"
"did you get in a lot of trouble?"
Her head turned as the phone ringed.
"No, still kinda waiting for that"
Tangi got up and hurried over to the front desk and the phone.
"I'm not supposed to answer the phone, I don't think"
she hesitated a moment and then picked it up
"Ummmm hello?, Angel Investigations, may I help you?"
Her eyes widened as she heard the voice on the other end
""Umm yes sir, but um sir your not supposed to call me on this phone"
She winced and held the phone away from her ear.
"yes I understand sir, I understand.. another one?...so soon?.... but sir I need some time to recoup, just a day or so"
And again she held the phone away from her ear.
"yes sir, alright sir, I understand.. Wednesday, I'll see you Wednesday sir"
She hung up and shook her head, making her way back over to her friend.
"Them again huh?, why don't you just tell them no"
She asked and curled up besid her again.
"its not that easy to just tell them no, and its a good thing Angel wasn't around, he don't like me to answer his phone... he already don't like me, this would be worse"
"he still don't like you?.. seems like a big meany to me"
Tangi nodded
"No he don't.. still the same thing everytime I come downstairs and he's taking to someone like Wesley or Cordy or Gunn or even lorne, he stops and looks at me, so I either hurry back upstairs to my room or outside to the courtyard.. its easier, I don't even ask anymore about anything.. I stay outta his way, then he dosen't get all mean"
The girl took the bandages off Tangi's feet and pulled one foot up and started licking at the wounds. Tangi watched her, only Fred would she ever let do this.. well alright maybe Lorne but that would be diferent she thought than this.
"Don't think thats gonna work Freddy, I tried shifting and it didn't heal them at all either.. and yea he's mean.. but if I just don't go near him, then he don't got nuthing to tell Lorne about and I already get spanked enough"
She watched Fred still licking her feet, trying to heal them, apparently so she had found out one time before, Fred species has some power to heal in their lick.
"He still spanking you?.. why don't you just leave"
"cause.. cause I don't wanna leave, cause... cause I love him and he only spanks me cause he loves me"
Fred stopped licking for a moment and grinned up at her
"You love him, you wanna marry him"
She sing song to her best friend and Tangi giggled.
"Maybe someday, but don't go making any plans, we'll see how this whole thing works out... you know I'm always reminded alot of the time that I'm more trouble than I'm worth.. and I can't forget that for some reason so, ..... you know he is gonna get tired of me at some point"
Freds brow furrowed and she looked up at Tangi
"He says that to you?..tells you that?.. thats not right cause your not you know your my Tangi"
Tangi's eyes snapped to her friends
"no NO!, not Lorne, he never ever ever ever says that or anything like that, he's always telling me he loves me and thats kinda weird still, but I'm getting used to it and kinda like it.. I was talking about him.. you know.. Drake.. I was with him for so many years and then got away from him.. he used to say it all the time and its been on my mind alot lately, cause he's in town, I saw him at a club last week"
Fred growled loudly at the mention of Drake, she knew him and had been gone for a little over a year from him, he's bad
"At a club?.. did he see you?"
Tangi shook her head
"Yea and no, I kinda stayed back into the shadows, but he was asking about me.. someone said they knew me and I was living at Club Caritas.. Thats Lornes old club remember?... well its not there anymore, I'm waiting for him to show up here or something, but I don't think so, cause he don't know I live here"
Fred listened to her, curling up with her and rubbing her feet.
"Lets hope not, you don't wanna go back to him, I couldn't even get back in last year to get you out, to much security"
Her ears perked up, hearing someone come in, Fred shifted to her little kitty form and hid under the blanket.
"Tangi?.. sweetie?.. what are you doing up at this hour?"
Cordy ran a hand through her messd up hair
"Sitting here"
She pulled the blanket over her feet and layed her head down on the arm of the sofa, Fred curling up against her bum under the blanket behind her.
"You ok?, I thought I heard voices?"
Cordy moved to her as she looked around.
"Oh I'm ok, I was singing, why are you sleeping here?, don't you live somewhere else?"
Cordy's brow raised
"I'm here now.. don't you know?.. my appartment was the scene of a Polgara smackdown"
She flopped into a chair and sighed.
"It was horrible.. poor Dennis actually came close to throwing up.. ewwwww did you know Polgaras bleed pink?"
Tangi nodded
"Yes, I'm allergic to them also, so I try and stay away"
"Yes well needless to say, this is my new home.. even Dennis came with me"
Cordy yawned
"Umm, your blanket is moving"
Tangi looked over and smacked the blanket, causing Fred to yelp a little, she tried to cover it with her own yelp.
"My tail.. got a mind of its own sometimes, you look tired.. go back to bed"
Cordy grinned
"You hiding something Tangi?.. oh!, you got a puppy!"
Cordy squeeled with delight and Tangi's eyes widened
"No!.. no puppy, Lorne said I couldn't have one, cause well I can't have one... said it was my tail, I want to be alone"
Cordy stood
"ok.. sorry, didn't mean to offend"
Cordy headed back upstairs, thinking that Angel's broodiness was starting to rub off on the wolf girl. Tangi waited untill she was gone and pulled the blanket up and looked at her.
"Next time someones gonna see you, ya gotta be more careful"
"Or smell you"
Tangi's head snapped around looking over at Angel, the blanket quickly covereing Fred again.
"Smell who?"
Angel stepped out of the shadows and over to the sofa, nodding towards the blanket.
"The bastet under your blanket"
Tangi instinctively moved between him and Fred
"Mine.. my bastet"
She picked the blanket up quickly and hurried to the kitchen, her feet hurt so bad. Angel followed her.
"Why are you so afraid of me?"
"i'm not.. go back to bed or whatever it is you do"
She opened the kitchen door and hobbled out back, Fred still in her arms and Angel still on her heals, she was starting to panick and Fred felt it. Jumping from the blanket and the safety of her wolfs arms, Fred shifted back to her Human form as she hit the ground, she moved towards Angel.
"You Buster!"
Her finger poked Angel hard in the shoulder, no one ever said Fred thought before doing things.
"Are mean!!"
Again she poked the caped brooders shoulder
"You don't like her?!.. whats NOT to like about her!?!?!?!"
Again with the poking and it was definatly starting to hurt his shoulder, he winced.
"And furthermore how mean is it to stop talking when she comes into the room about whatever, or tell her its not for her to know.. she was just trying to help!!!, meany!!!"
Fred poked him again as he backed up a bit from her, she stumbled and started to fall, but before she hit the ground she shifted quickly back to her Kitty form and started preening her foot like nothing happened and no one saw her stumble.
Tangi watched her, her eyes widening when Fred started to shift back again, even before Angel could get over his shock. Tangi pulled her back
"Fred, common, don't worry about it, just leave him alone"
Fred rubbed her bum where her tailbone is.
"I won't!.. he's a big meany!.. a big big meany!!.. owww I think I broke my tail"
She rubbed again and Angel started to Bristle finally at the cat girl infront of him.
"What?.. I'm not mean, I don't tell her that... sometimes.. but I tell everyone that sometimes, I like her, shes the mean one"
Tangi hobbled back inside the hotel , her panick starting to rise
"See!, she runs away from me!, i didn't do anything!"
Fred smacked him and rubbed her tail bone some more
"Because you are big like someone else we know thats why!"
Angel winced
"oww, HEY!, I'm a nice guy, ask anyone"
Fred looked up at him.
" The only one I gotta assk is her and she never said if ya are or ya aren't!"
"I've never been mean to her!, honest!"
Fred smacked him and hurried inside to her wolf, rubbing her tailbone.
"Thats it!"
Angel took of after them
"Tangi tell her i'm not mean to you!"
Fred growled
"Don't yell at her!"
Angel growled back
"I'm not yelling!, this is rediculous, I'm Angel, the vampire with a soul, the nice guy!"
Freds cat growled again wanting to bite him.
"You are yelling, nice souled guys don't yell!"
"I'm not yelling, tell her Tangi!"
Tangi looked at Fred.
"He was yelling"
"I WAS NOT!!"
Lorne appeared right then, yawning
"Sweet Sinatra, whats all the yelling about, Angelcakes?"
"I told you, you was yelling!"
Fred smacked him again and then curled up around Tangi and started purring softly to her, to try and stop her shaking.
"OW! DAMMIT!, I'M NOT YELLING!!"
Lorne stepped over to his wolf and her new friend, kneeling down and pulling her to him.
"You are yelling, and its scareing my kitten and her kitten"
Just at that moment Fred shifted to her little kitty and lunged at Angel, climbing up his pant leg and up his shirt, biting his earlobe.
"FRED NO BITING HI-.. OHHHHH GAWD!"
"ARGHHHHHHHH!"
Angel vamped, growled and teared up. Lorne chuckled as Fred jumped down and stood infront of him still in her cat form hissing and spitting at him
"hisss hisss spitttt, spitt, hiss hiss"
"I'm gonna patrol!!"
With that said and his hand on his earlobe, Angel headed out.
"Merrrrrowwwwhisssssss!"
Fred chased him out the door.
Lorne watched and started laughing
"Ohhh babygirl!, I love her!"
Tangi watched Fred chase Angel out the door.
"Thinks she likes him.. thats you know.. before YOU KNOW, to her"
Lornes brow raised.
"The kitten likes Angelcakes?"
Lorne laughed more and tangi nodded getting up, she hobbled into the kitchen to get a drink for her sore throat. Lorne followed her.
"So whose the kitten, kitten"
Tangi took a drink of water.
"Fred, shes a friend"
Lorne watched her.
"Shes a cutiepie.. fiesty to.. she'd be good for Angelcakes."
Tangi smiled and nodded, drinking more water.
"Babygirl?"
She looked up at him
"uhuh?"
"Why don't you like Angelcakes?"
Tangi turned around and got some more water
"Didn't say I didn't, don't wanna talk about this"
She took another drink.
"I have eyes kitten, you run when he's around.. why?"
"Don't wanna talk about this, Lorne"
His brow raised
"Well I darn well do"
She got quiet, real quiet.
"I'm real good about not nosying in your business.. and I try to be fair and let you make your own decisions and all that.. but this, this I can't let go, Angelcakes is a good man and he cares about you like a kid sister"
She never said anything, just kept drinking her water.
"I want to know whats going on"
She looked at him.
"I..I..I can't, I'm sorry"
Grabbing her water she hobbled quickly back out to the sofa and sat, her feet were hurting her ALOT. Lorne followed, not very happy at all.
"I didn't spank you earlier.. for reasons..I will spank you now, if you run away from me"
Tangi looked up at him, rubbing her feet a little, his tone had changed, it was his unhappy voice, the one she didn't like.
"I'm not running from you, I came back out to the couch"
Lorne sat next to her, eyeing her, normally he wouldn't push, but this, this was something that needed to be addressed. Tangi kept drinking her water and Lorne kept eyeing her.
"Fine, spank me"
She climbed over his lap, only to be sat back up on the sofa beside him and he looked at her.
"Will you stop confusing me!"
She threw her hands in the air, she was getting frustrated and was already upset, both were not a good combination for her.
"What is going on with you and Mr.Broody"
She sighed and shook her head, again.
"I don't wanna talk about this, Lorne"
"To bad, we are"
His tone left no room for argument, and if it was anyone else, they would have gotten that, but with Tangi, it was still taking time. She just got quiet and curled up on the couch more.
"No, shutting down on me little girl"
"I don't wanna talk about this"
"To bad we are"
She growled.
"Well talk all you want to, I'm not"
His brow raised.
"Tangi Sophia McGreggor"
He used her full name, and normally that wasn't lost on her, but at this point she didn't notice.
"NO! I DON'T WANT TO!!"
She screamed at him, and she never screamed at him, ever, it even startled her and she watched as he stood and headed back up the stairs. She curled up on the sofa more, if that were possible.
"Would just be easier if you would just yell at me or something"
She whispered out to no one, he was already gone back upstairs to their suite. She pulled the blanket up more and Lorne paced the room.
Meanwhile somewhere in the greater LA downtown area, Fred hopped after Angel in her cat form , nipping at his ankels. Angel jumped.
"OWW HEY!, stop it!"
Fred stood infront of him, hopping up and down, hissing and spitting at him still.
"HIIIIISSSSSS SPITTTT HISSSSSS SPITTTT!"
He picked her up, eyeing her.
"Stop it!"
She swated at him and nipped at him and swated at him again. Angel ducked back a bit, Fred still in his hands.
"I'm a nice guy, let me show you"
"Merrrrrrrrrowwwww"
She hung limply in his hands and looked at him, thinking he was no fun at all.
"Look give me a chance, ok?.. to show you that i'm a nice guy"
He held her close, stroking her head. Freds paws came up, wrapping themselves around his neck, the purring started and she suckled his earlobe. Angel giggled.
"Ok, thats more like it"
He stopped and took a seat on a bench, Fred still wrapped around his neck, kneeding him now and still suckling on his ear lobe.
"Ok, ok, you've won my heart, cat.. kitten.. gawd, I sound like Lorne"
She nuzzled her head into his neck and nipped him, she really did like him, there was something about him that was strangely safe. Angel continued to stroke her fur. Fred nipped him on the nose and meowed as she jumped down and curled up on his lap.
"purrrrrrrrrrrrrrssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss"
He laughed.
"Your a charmer aren't ya, bite first, cuddle second.. I like that in a girl."
She rolled over and stretched out shamlessly for tummy rubs. She was pleasently suprised when he started rubbing and she started purring louder.
"Now the question is, do you do this when you are human to?"
She shifted back and smiled cutely up at him. Angel grinned and leaned down, kissing her softly. Fred smiled even more and kissed him back deeply and Angels arms wrapped around her. He broke the kiss hesitantly, knowing she was the one who needed to breathe and smiled at her, finally noticing just how thin she was and that she was wearing a collar. His demon growled.
"Who put that on you?"
She looked up at him, her eyes big and innocent
"Who?..what?..where?...what?...who?"
His fingertips brushed over the collar
"This?.. who put it on you?"
"Oh.. that?.. my owner a long long long long time ago"
Angelus growled.
"I'm taking it off, no one owns you"
With that he slipped his fingers into it and it broke with a growl. Freds eyes grew big again and looked at the Collar in his hand.
"How you do that?.. I couldn't get it off and Tangi couldn't get it off, she can't even get her's off.. thats why she keeps it glammed, so no one can see it.. we couldn't get it off"
Her hand moved to her neck.. it felt weird.. naked.. she looked at him
"its all gone"
"Tangi has one?"
His demon growled again
"Whats the name of the person or thing that put them on you both?"
She kept looking at him
"its gone"
Her fingers still on her neck.
"Fred, is it?.. please tell me who did this"
She kept looking at him.
"uhuh Fred.. well Winnifred, he named me. I was with him from the time I was a really tiny kitty.. Tangi came about 7 years ago.. I was his pet.. she was his experiment.. she made it so I could get away last year, I couldn't take her with me.. and I tried to get back and get her but it never worked.. then she got away and called me later"
She smiled a little
"This means I belong to you now?"
Angel choked back the growling.
"you belong to yourself.. but"
He smiled.
"I kinda would like ya to be my girl"
Fred smiled brightly.
"Can I have a pink Collar"
She looked at him excitedly.
"For when you are all kittened out.. ya don't need a collar for when you are human, I don't own you"
She wrinkled her nose at him.
"Then I don't want one"
She shifted back to her kitty form and bit his finger.
"Ow!, okok, you can have a collar"
She shifted back to human and smiled at him again
"Kay"
He smiled and kissed her again.
"Common, I'm taking you home and feeding you"
She kissed him back
"I can't go home with you, I have to go to my home and get something"
"Ok, I'll take you there, just point the way hunny"
She shifted to her little kitty form again, hopping out of his arms she scampered across the street, dodging the cars and headed into the park. Angel followed her, cringing as she almost got hit by a truck.
"BE CAREFUL!"
She scampered more into the park and over to a bush, shifting back to her human she crawled under the bush, pulling out the little jacket that was torn and dirty, then stood back up.
"Ok, I got my jacket"
She smiled at him
"This is home?"
She nodded
"uhuh, look isin't it pretty?, its got pink flowers, I like pink.. purrssssssss"
Angel could do nothing but smile.
"Its beautiful. You can have all the pink you want at your new home, all the pink you want"
She smiled and pulled her jacket on so she didn't have to carry it and he offered his hand. Taking it she looked at him.
"Can I have a pink collar?"
He grinned.
"You can have 100, baby"
She walked with him for a little while, then shifted to her cat form and climbed up his pant leg to his shoulder. Angel laughed and held her in his arms, kissing his head.
"PURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS"
Finally getting back to the hotel, he opened the door and took her inside with him, she was purring loudly when she saw Tangi coming out of a little room and not looking to good, in her wolf form.
"MERRROWW!"
Fred jumped down and scampered across the room over to her, rubbing against her. Tangi started to lick her, her wolf making faces, she so needed a bath, badly, her big paw pushed her cat down as she continued to lick and Fred continued to pur shamelessly.
"Tangi?.. whats wrong?"
Angel asked her, concerned and she just kept cleaning the cat, realizing her cats has fleas. Angel kneeled down, smiling.
"Fred and I are friends"
"MEEERRRRRRROOOWWW!"
Fred rolled over and sprawled out, letting her wolf clean her tummy and tail. Angel chuckled again watching them.
"Maybe I can do the licking sometime"
Angel spoke amusedly to them, obviously talking to Fred and then watched as both girls changed back to human, Tangi moving back to the sofa and curling up, fred following close behind and curling around her.
"You ladies want to be alone?"
Fred looked up at him
"huh?.. why?.. she's having Drake issues again, she'll be ok, once I figure out a way to kill him."
She nodded emphatically at her own words.
"Drake the collar guy?"
His demon growled and Freds brows furrowed, and she started to purr louder as Tangi started to shake again.
"I need a description, whats he look like?"
She looked at him , brows still furrowed.
"Why?"
Angel vamped
"Because I'm gonna kill him"
"Kill who?, whats going on?"
Lorne asked, Fred growled.
"Your scareing her... stop!"
She curled around her wolf more.
"And I dunno, he looks kinda like you..well you got better hair.. I dunno. Tangi can show you what he looks like, she can do that sorta thing, I can't.. and I was gonna kill him.. she said he was in town at a club.. asking about her.. he don't care to much about me"
Lorne moved to them.
"Tangi?.. babygirl?"
"sorry"
His vamped tucked itself away and he watched.
"Its Kay, she's got issues with Drake.. me?.. I just wanna eat him"
She smiled happily and purred louder, Angel grinned at her. Lorne reached out for his little wolf girl and she climbed right into his lap. Fred slipped off the sofa to the floor and shifted again, her leg sticking itself up into the air, she commensed preening her fur.
"I love you babygirl"
She nodded.
"kay"
Lorne stood, holding her in his arms
"Can I take you upstairs, kitten?"
She nodded, holding onto him tightly.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The Beginning of Them - Chapter 5a - Jungle Fleas



Chapter 5a - Jungle Fleas

Author: Tangilass

Pairing: Lorne/OC

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: Spanking, Language, Drama, Angst SEX THIS CHAPTER

Summary:"Where were you?"
He asked, bandaging her feet carefully
"ummmm... jungle"


Disclaimer: I don't own, I just let them out to play every so often, I'll bring them back I promise!, no sue me please!. I own nothing but the origional character and the creativity, and the artistic endevour to base this fic off an old Rp from a few years ago.

Jungle Fleas


She had been gone out of town for a little over 4 days. The elders had called her to do a 'job' for them, apparently there had been a Garou that needed to be eliminated, a traitor. They had called her because that had been what she had been trained for, yes of course she had been with Drake, however if the elders called, he was obligated to let her go and deal with whatever it was they had needed her to do, and it wasn't any different now than it was then.

They had called, gave her instructions as they always did, but this time it was for no one to know about. That ment that she could not tell anyone else at all about where she was going or what she was doing. There would be no messages to be left even after she had gotten to her destination.


She was possitive that Lorne was worried about her and how she wished that she could have called and atleast told him not to worry that she would be back and she was ok, but again she wasn't allowed this time and she wasn't sure why, but she was damn well NOT crossing one elder, let alone 5 of them.


So she did what she had to do, tracked down the rogue garou, eliminated him as she was told to do. However this was all after she had gone to the safe house and picked up the supplies that she knew would be waiting for her. The rifle with the scope on it was new, she was highly impressed with it, and it was filled with the silver that she knew she would need, ones that when they hit their target, they would explode inside and silver would seep into the offending critters blood stream and valla!, dead critter.


It took her forever to get this Garou and take him down and in a Jungle of all places!. When she stepped off the bus it was just after 8pm, she was tired and starving as she had forgotten to eat, because she was so intent on getting this bastard and getting home, everything else seemed to go right out the window.


She needed a very hot bath, her feet were killing her, she hadn't been able to find her new shoes when she had left, so she put her old ones back on. She was dirty from crawling around in the mud for two days and then a third day of chasing the guy through the jungle. It was hot and she was sweaty and she had bites ALL over her and ontop of everything else she was sure that she had gotten jungle fleas, and she didn't even think they were real, but she was still sure that she had gotten them and brought them home with her.


Tangi headed right to the all night pet shop that was just down the street from the hotel, she knew she needed to get the shampoo and this time when she picked it up she made damn sure it was the extra-strength flea and tick stuff, and a extra-strength collar as well, it was jungle fleas after all.


When she paid for everything she grabbed her bag and without saying thank you she hurried out of the shop straight to the hotel, smiling when she saw it, she headed in through the front doors with the flea shampoo in tow and scratching her head.


Angels head snapped up when the door opened


"Look whose back"


Tangi smiled, actually happy to see him, which in itself was a big step.


"Hi"


Angel smiled "You ok?"


"Tired.. sore.. bites all over, think I got fleas, so might wanna stay away. Oh lets not forget dirty and I think I ripped my new shorts, but I'm alive and thats always a good thing... mostly.. and I'm actually happy to see you.. so hey.. take what ya can get right?"


She smiled and Angel smiled back, grabbing his axe, heading to the door.


"Lorne's waiting in the room, welcome back"


She smiled


"Where ya going?"


"Polgara nest.. Wes and Gunn are already there.. he loves you, remember that"


With that said, he headed out, he didn't wanna be around for this reunion, he was sure of it.


Tangi's brow furrowed as she watched him go


"I know that"


Shaking her head, she headed up the stairs , flea stuff in hand and opened the door to their suite. Lorne stopped pacing and turned to the door when it opened, and gave her the LOOK. Smiling a little she gave a bit of a wave.


"Hi"


Lorne just kept looking at her, not saying a word and her smile slowly left her face.


"I know, I'm bad and I shoulda told ya I was going and I didn't, and I shoulda maybe even called when I got where I was going and I didn't and you were worried and scared and I'm bad, I know.. and I'm in alot of trouble, and I'm not gonna sit for a year, and I'm bad I know.. but I got fleas, so can I have a shower first before ya kill me so I don't give you fleas and all that stuff.. please?'


She took a much needed breath when her babble stopped as she was trying to get her old shoes off, thay were killing her feet. Lorne gestured to the bathroom, again not saying anything.


She looked up at him and decided to forget about her shoes and hurried into the bathroom, closeing the door behind her, she just pulled them off, her white socks all dirty and bloody.


"Ohhh gawwwwdddddddddd"


She hissed out quietly and left the socks on. setting the bottle of flea shampoo and collar down, she pulled her shirt off and her shorts, tossing them directly into the trash can. Stepping into the shower, her socks still on, she tured the hot water on, no cold at all and sighed deeply.


Lorne meanwhile, had grabbed the big first aide kit and stepped into the bathroom after she was into the shower, reaching in behind the curtain and turning on some cold, just so she wouldn't scald herself.


Tangi startled and growled out at him, before realizing it WAS him, she was still on edge from the hunting she had been told to go do.


"Oh damn... Lorne.. sorry"


He picked up her clothing noting they were covered in blood, and still had not said a word. Tangi watched him, she to realized he wasn't talking to her and she turned, shifting up to her war form and adding the shampoo and started scrubbing at the fleas, and scratching, becasue she was itchy as hell.


Lorne reached in without a word and took the shower head down and began to rince some of the shampoo away, Tangi moved with him, still in her big wolf form and helped to rince the shampoo off, and started on a second round with it. Finally she shifted back to her human form and shut the shower off, stepping out she grabbed the towel and wrapped it around her, grabbing the flea collar next and slipping it around her neck.


Lorne watched her quietly and when she was done, he carefully picked her up and carried her to the bed setting her down he gently looked over her feet.


"I couldn't find my new shoes when I had to go, so I put the old ones on"


He opened the kit , picking out what he needed and started to carefully, gently apply the ointment. She sat there letting him, not making a sound, he wasn't talking and she knew he was way mad at her.


"I love you"


She looked up at him


"Really?.. Still?..I love you to, but you don't gotta ya know.. I know I was bad"


His eyes met hers, he hated that she felt this way about herself.


"I'll always love you babygirl.. always"


She just nodded and looked back at her feet.. she trusted him and he would never lie to her, but she just knew she was bad, it was just something she knew, deep down inside her, she was sure he was wrong.


"Where were you?"


He asked, bandaging her feet carefully


"ummmm... jungle"


His brow raised


"Doing?"


"Can't tell ya" she said softly
"Mission for those bastards.... again"
She nodded, looking at her feet and scratching the mass of bites on her arm, Lorne finished her feet up and started on her arms.


"There ok Lorne, just itchy.. they got bugs I never saw before"
"Let me take care of you babygirl, please"


Tangi held her arms out for him, and he carefully, gently, lovingly tended to every wound. She winced with the antiseptic stuff he was using, but said nothing.


"I'm sorry babydoll"


She shrugged


"my fault, tis ok"


He said nothing but finshed up with her wounds and stood up, stepping to the dresser he pulled out her favorite Eeyore jammies and helped her into them.


"Thank you"


His arms wrapped around her gently, he said nothing and as she snuggled into him, he picked her up and sat on the bed holding her close to him.


"I went as fast as I could, but it took forever, I just wanted to come home"


He nodded stroking her hair.


"I know babygirl, I know"


"I'm sorry"


She spoke softly and snuggled into him more.


"I know that to"


She got quiet for a moment and then looked up at him, he voice almost a whisper.


"I should go get the brush, huh?"


Lorne nodded as she started to climb off his lap


"Good idea, Kitten"


She winced as her feet made contact with the flooring, but she managed to get to her dresser and grab the brush from ontop of it and moved back over to him, holding it out for him.


"Thank you, Kitten"


He took the brush from her and pulled her back onto his lap and began to gently brush her wild main of hair. Tangi sat there in shock for a few moments


"Oh"


Thats the only thing she seemed to be able to say, as she was sure that he weas going to spank her and she was sure she wasn't gonna be sitting for the next year. She settled back against him deciding that she would just pretend that he wasn't going to do that after he brushed her hair and enjoy what was happening. She started toscratch her arm, she was itchy.\


"No scratching, babygirl"


She stopped with the scratching and just rubbed them, hoping that it would help stop the itchiness, she hated Jungle fleas. Lorne finished with her hair and set the brush down on the bed beside him, kissing her softly.. she smiled and kissed him back, starting to scratch again, and very confused as to why she wasn't in trouble yet.


"I gotta scratch Lorne, there itchy, really itchy, they won't stop"


She said scratching harder and Lorne took hold of her hands gently to stop them.


"Maybe I should get your mind off them, babygirl"


She looked at him and winced, tucking her head back under his chin.


"I'm sorry"


She said softly and Lorne shook his head, he could almost taste the fear coming off of her, however he choose to ignore it and just held her tighter.


"I know.. Tangi?"


She looked up at him


""yea?"


His brow raised, realizing she had been gone far to long and her manners didn't seem to come back with her. Again it was something he just ignored at this moment. Later.. Later he would find the person who made his babygirl like this and kill them slowly.


"I wanna love you"


Her nose scrunched up in confusion


"I thought you already did love me"


He smirked and kissed her gently again


"I wanna make love to you, babygirl"


Her eyes widened


"Oh"


His eyes never left hers.


"May I?"


He asked softly, kissing her gently again


"I... I.. I.. never before"


Lorne smiled


"I know.. I won't hurt you, I promise"


She nodded blushing from head to bandaged toes as Lorne kissed her softly again and layed her gently down on the bed. Carefully he raised her pj top and leaned in, his head lowering as his lips gently started to kiss her breasts.


"Ohhhh gaiaaaaaaaaaaaa"


Tangi gaasped out, her wolf whimpering as he gently licked one and then the other, her hands finding her head and his lipped attached to one beautiful breast and he gently suckled. her back arched up to him, she was feeling things she had never felt before, her eyes closing at the sensation as she wondered why her jammie pants were wet all of a sudden.


Lorne smiled at her reaction, taking his time with her, his fingers getnly stroking the one his lips were not paying attention to. She moaned softly to him, her eyes still closed.


"Ohhhh gooodnessss Lorneeeeeeee"


Smiling again, her moved his attentions down to her tummy, his tongue finding her bellybutton as he gently tugged her pj pants down. She moaned louldly her wolf whimpering and her jammie pants wet as hell.


"I.. I think I mighta wet the bed"


She told him softly through a moan and he smiled, tossing her pj pants to the floor he took in the beauty that was before him, her aroma hitting him like a succulant flower.


"no, its perfectly normal kitten, you are fine"


With that said he leaned in and kissed between her thighs softly, her wolf whimpered again as his tongue flicked gently over her, the bed now soaked just from her.


"gooodnessss gooodnessssssssss"


She moaned out loudly as his tongue slipped inside her heat slowly, he was taking his time, tasting... savoring her, making love to her with his mouth. Her hips arched inot him, her wolf growlnig and whimpering, happy. Lorne slid his tongue in deep, his lips suckling and his hands moved to caress her body, her breasts. Her hips arched up even more, her body starting to tense up as Lorne looked for that one special spot he was sure that she had.


Her fingers gripped the blanket tightly, her eyes closed unable to form words, her wolf still growling and whimpering. She gasped and arched one last time into him, he smiled.


"Gaiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalorneeeeeeeeeeeeeee

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

gaiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"


She came loudly with a growl shaking and panting, trembling as Lorne road her wave of pleasure out, cleaning her up gently as he kissed his way out of her. She layed there panting and whimpering not able to say anything, he smiled


" You ok babygirl?"


His fingers gently stroaked her hair as her eyes opened, looking at him, her body all flushed from the events that jsut took place, she nodded her wolf whimpered and again lorne smiled. He loved seenig her happy.


"may I love you some more, beautiful?"


She nodded and nodded and nodded, wondering to herself, just what MORE ment. Lorne stood and undressed himself, tossing his cloths to the floor, smiling at her as her eyes widened again.


"um.. wow.. I mean.. ohhh, i've never, uh.. umm seen it before, I mean.. not like that.. wow"


She blushed brighter than the color of Mars she was sure of it and Lorne chuckled.


"Because of you babygirl.. all becasue of you"


He sat next to her and took her hand, placing it on his not so little demon, and she blushed even more if that were at all possible.


"Go on.. I want you to get used to it, to feel waht you do to me, kitten"


He spoke softly, stroking her hair. She touched a little, still blushing and then stopped, not sure what to do.


"I just want you, not be afraid... of it, of me...thats all, babygirl"


She looked up at him and smiled, blushing still.


"I'm not, but I umm... I... dunno how its gonna fit anywhere, but I'm not afraid of it, or you"


He kissed her and smiled


"Good... trust me"


He moved over her, between her thighs and pressed gently against her.


"You want me to stop, just say stop, ok babygirl?"


Her face flushed and she nodded


"Kay"


She breathed out, His eyes never left hers as he gently, carefully eased into her. Her wolf once again whimpered and growled, she gasped and moaned lowly.


"Goooodnesssssssssssssssssss"


Her eyes closed, hsi smile grew as he continued to watch her, Lord how he loved her more and more each day, each time he set his sights on her. Finally his eyes closed and he moaned sofly as he slid all the way into her and rested there a moment to let her adjust to his size. Leaning down he kissed her softly.


"I love you"


She growled softly


"mmmmmmmmm love you toooooooo"


He smiled and then started moving, slow shallow thrusts to start with, his lips leaning down and capturing a nipple betweent them, his hands moving gently over her soft warm flesh. She growled and his eyes opened as her legs came up to wrap around him. She smiled up at him and thne blushed, a soft moan escaping past her lips, his lips moved onto her other breasts and nipped gently as his thrusting became a bit faster.


"ohhhhh gaiaaaaa, love you"


She hushed out to him as her body started to tremble, her breathing hitched just a bit more than it was and once again his lips switched back to her other breast and he nipped at that one as well.
"LORNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELOVEEEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUGROWLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!"


She screamed out as her body clenched around him and her release came fast.and as it did, Lorne thrusted faster into her.


"Tangiii babygirll!!!!.. Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!"


She layed there panting and shaking, growling softly, totally blown away with what just had happened, her eyes closed and she smiled, she could do nothing but. Lornes eyes finally opened and his breathing under control, he looked down at him girl, and smiled at the look of peace on her face. Carefully he eased out of her, only to be met with a whimper from her and he chuckled, dropping down beside her and pulling her into his arms, holding her close, kissing her damp forehead.


"I love you, babygirl"


Her eyes opened and she looked at him with a contented smile.


"I love you to.. wow"


She said, her wolf growling softly to him.. he had just claimed her, and her wolf knew it and was stated and content just as she was. His brow cocked at the growling.


"you ok babygirl?.. something wrong with your wolf?"


She stretched, shaking her head and smiled


"Nuh uh, I'm perfect, hungry but perfect and my wolfs all content and happy"


She stretched more and he watched her, grinning. She leaned over and kissed him, and broke into a fit of giggles.


"Wanna get some food kitten?"


He chuckled at her giggles and sat up, runnign his fingers through her hair as she nodded


"uhuh.. please, I haven't eaten, since I left here 4 days ago"


The hair stroking stopped.


"They didn't feed you?"


She shook her head no, laying there looking up at him.

"never do, not there responsibility, they just supply the weapons and the last sighting of whoever.. and I was in a jungle most of that time, there are endangered species living in the jungle, I wasn't gonna eat something, cause I didn't know what I could eat.. then on the plane coming back, hello certinally not first class seats, and all they had was peanuts and drinks.. I wasn't having any.. then I didn't have time at the bus station cause I had to walk from the airport to the bus station and I was almost late, I got there just as they were boarding the bus, I did't have time to even get a drink form the coke machine.. and then the bus ride was like 7 and a half hours, I had some water from the little sink in the bathroom, never again it was pretty nasty... then I got off the bus here and I wasn't really worried about stopping to eat anything.. I only stopped to get flea stuff and the collar"

She pointed to the collar she had slipped on to help with the fleas, he hadn't really noticed it before, he was to intent on her being home and loving her. His hands mvoed up and he snapped the flea collar off.


"And I wanted home so badly 'cause I missed you, that food was an after thought"


She said, looking down at the flea collar in her hands, and her belly growled loudly. His fingers cam up under her chin, making her look at him.


"no collars I do-"


His other hand came up and a finger layed gently across her lips to stop her from talking.


"No collars, I don't care if you have fleas, we will get rid of them, have Wes make something magical to get rid of them, but no collars, not on ym babygirl.. got it?"


His brow raised, she was looking at him and nodded, not dareing to say a word. Her belly growled again. Kissing her he stood up.


"Common, I'll take care of that, right now"


She looked at him as he started carrying her to the door, he didn't look to happy..


"Umm, Lorne we can't go downstairs to the kitchen were naked, we might scares Cordy or Wes or Gunn, and I want my eeyors on please"


She looked at him and smiled a little bit, he laughed and set her down.


"Sorry kitten, got carried away"


She giggled again and picked up her jammies, pulling them on.


"Its ok"


She tried to get her slippers on and when she couldn't she looked at him and pouted without realizing she was doing it.


"they won't fit in them right now"


She grabbbed her Tigger robe and pulled it on, doing it up, she sat back down on the bed waiting for him to finish dressing. He slipped his robe on over his Jammies and scooped her up, kissing her gently, she was absolutly adorable when she pouted.


"I can walk you know"


She held onto him, nuzzlign his shoulder, but still not making any move to get out of his arms, even after they reached the kitchen.


"I don't want you on those wounded feet, kitten"


She nodded and his brow raised, he wasn't expecting that to be so easy.


"Wouldn't be wounded if I coulda found my new pair before I had to leave"


Lorne sat her in a chair at the table, and bussied himself with making dinner for the two of them. She watched him, her chin in her hands and her elbows on the table.


"Lorne I don't wanna argue with you, but I don't need no more shoes, that would be a waste, I got two pairs now, granted one don't fit so it can go into the garbage.. or to goodwillor something like that for someone else, cause there still good, but I can only wear one pair at a time"


He looked up at her with THAT look as he set the sandwich stuff on the table. She siged and sat back on her bum now instead of her knees and took a piece of bread and some cheese. Lorne went about getting the juice and cups and sat back and made a sandwhich for himself as Tangi took another piece of bread.


"I couldn't eat with you gone, kitten"


She looked up at him


"I'm sorry"


He smiled


"Your here now, safe and sound"


She nodded and sat back in her chair, finisheing her bread and cheese, wondering for how long though, how long would she be here untill they called again and wanted her to do another job for them.


"No more jobs, I'm gonna take care of that"


She looked at him again


"Noooooo... just leave them be and let me do what I have to do"


She nodded, trying to make herself calm down, she knew what the elders were like, and it was easier to jsut do as they ask and not question them. Lorne sat there and finished his dinner without saying anything and Tangi stood.


"I think I'm gonna go to bed"


She put her plate in the sink and hurried up the stairs, Lornes brow raised as he quickly finished and cleane dup everything, putting it away and followed his babygirl.


She hit their room and crawled up on the bed, sighing deeply, rubbing her feet.


"Common.. hurry up and heal, you really hurt!"


She crawled up more, fishing around under the pillows for her monkey.


"Why's ya run off kitten?"


Lorne Locked the bedroom door and joined her on the bed. she shook her head


"I didnt, I was justt coming to bed."


"I dont want you on those feet for a day or two"


She found Mr.Frodo her moneky and pulled him to her


"Kay"


She said and layed down, pulling the blankets up over her and rubbed her arms, Lorne joined her, puling ehr into his arms carefully and held her tight


"Love you Lorne.. alot"


He smiled and kissed her head


"I love you babydoll"


And before it was even all out of his mouth, she was gone, little growly snores emminating from her.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Sore...


I haven't been writing alot lately.. well I haven't been writing alot at all.


I have been in pain, I have a bath tooth.. yep well ok so as of Tuesday, there was more than a bad tooth, it has turned out to be 6 teeth to pull and 5 teeth to root canal.. yes, I have not been to a dentist for a very long time.


I am scared of dentists, I am not afraid to say that I am.. I however made sure that my children were not afraid of them, so I sucked it upp all these years and took them to the dentist and stood there with them holding there hands.


But now......


I have to go next month to have big time dental surgery, and this is the surgery where they put you to sleep. Yep its that bad!.. and yep its my fault, even though I an religious with brushing and flossing, it still didn't seem to help at all because i have horrid teeth and now they really have to be fixed becasue the one that is really bad now, and has me on medication, 4 different medications at that is killing me.. that is what the dentist said.


Sooooooooooo I am actually going to get the surgery and get it all over with and maybe I will ahve good teeth from now on.. atleast they ar egoing to put me out for this.. now all I have to do is make myself go for checkups.. ...


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Deep breath in... Long breath out...


Its hot here, way so very hot..


My central air is not wrking and the landlord is .. well lets not say mean words now, I will just think them, but you know what I mean. Anyway she won't get it fixed, and here I thought that it was the landlords responsibility to fix these things, becasue in the province I live in, if you are a renter, companys will not come fix anything without the landlords permission, she won't give it and they won't come.. Possibly dosen't help that she is drunk all the time either!.. GRRRRRR.


Been almost a year since my ex and I split.. do I miss her, yeppers, I miss her so much.. do we talk.. sometimes, but its ntohing like it was. She has her best friend, whom I am not fond of, but I never went and told her she shouldn't talk to her or hang out with her or anything of the sort.. thats not the kinda person I am and I would nto do that.. But the best friend does that and it got to much to hear all the time, that her best friend didn't like me, jealouse?.. possibly, she will not say it was so, but everyone knew it, because the best friend liked to control her and still does, but had a hard time doing that with me around..


I say if she wants or needs me for anyting then I am here, I have never left and I have never given up on her.. I shall always be here.. I love her, and that will never change even if we will never be togeather again. And we won't be togeather again.


I have lots in my head, things that I can not get out and things that I can not talk to anyone about.. Things that i have tried to talk about before and i get looked at like I'm an idiot, so I tend to just let it all go.. Its been so long that I have been spanked, that I am sure I forget what one is like.. Oh theres been one spanker, sort of.. I'll call him 'khaine'.. he is amazing, love him more than I've ever love anyone before, or will ever. Has he spanked me?.. sure playful spanks.. I think he may be scared of hurting me, not saying the playful is bad, 'cause hello!, so not! *ahem..blushes*. But I am saying I wish he would sooooooooo just spank non-playfully sometime, it sure would help and since I feel comfortable with him and trust him more than anyone else ever.. it would be a good thing for him to spank me non-playfully.


Do I feel comfortalbe writing this here?.. I am not sure yet, I mean its not like anyone actually follows this blog, atleast no one shows on my blog as following, and only one person had ever comment on anything I've written.. I suppose ti can not hurt, I suppose I dont' really care if anyone reads this.. I needed to put it down and so I did it here, just means that its something, a little something that is NOT floating around in my head anymore and THAT is a good thing.


-Kitten
(whos spellign sucks bad, i'm sorry)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Yesterday....


Yesterday was Friday...


Yesterday I finally got my ass in gear and went and wrote my drivers exam..


I passed..


YAY ME! *claps*..


I drove home from the drivers exam office as well, see here where I live, we have what is called a graduated liscenceing system.. so basically i jsut wrote for and got my G1, which means for the next year i have to drive with another driver who has had their liecence for 4 or more years.. then when I take my road test in a year and if I pass that, I get my G2 and i can for the next year drive around WITHOUT another driver beside me. then when the second year is up, I will have my full G liscence.


I dunno what our government was thinking, becasue honestly there jerks.. but thats a whole 'nother story..lol ... But I think that if you are over the age of 25 then you should be allowed to do your exam and drivers road test all on the same day and if you apss both you get your FULL liscence... this graduated stuff is crap, I can see why its good for teenagers jsut starting otu, but honestly, when your 25 or older, it sucks..


But even so I am happy, very happy and I can legally drive now! WOOHOOOO!!!


YAY ME! *giggles*


Thursday, June 11, 2009

Maggie and Jason - In The Garden



Please be advised that this Story has SEX in it, if this bothers you or you justt don't like it then I gotta ask why are ya still reading.. maybe ya should be going to check something else out.. but you have been warned and this story is definatly NC-17 RATED so if your NOT of age then please go.

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In The Garden


another Maggie and Jason Story


Maggie write Jason a Letter describing her Deepest Fantasy.






My Dearest jason,




The trees were different colors..oranges, reds, browns, yellows..greens, it was a cool crisp clear fall day.. and I had been working in the garden, in the backyard of our house for a few hours now..




There were no fences to define whose propery was whose..and the neighbourhood kids would come and go as they pleased..playing in the expance that seemed to fill the lands behind the houses.. Finally done weeding.. I stood up only to be suprised by your hand coming up from behind me and snaking there way up my shirt..finding my breasts..




" Jason.. not out here..people will see"




I tried to turn around but was stopped by your body pushing up against me.. i quickly glanced around..noticing that the neighbour were..beginning to barbeque..




" yes Maggie...out here" you said as your hands pushed my bra up and let my breast fall free of there enclosure.. my nipples becoming erect with your touch..




" Jason.. the neighbours..lets go inside..please" I began to plead with you..still glancing every now and then toward the neighbours..




Your one hand begins to make its way down the front of my skirt..I quickly grab your hand to stop you...




" Please Jason..lets just go inside"




I was pleading again..I was very nervous..you stop caressing my breasts.. and grab my hands off of yours..keeping them held securly against my stomach..




" NO Maggie... I am going to make love to you out here..in the garden" your hand slips into my skirt.finding that I have no panties on..you smile as your fingers find my clit..you begin to softly rub..




"No panties.. i think you were wishing to have this happen..hmmm.." I catch my breath as your hands begins to work there magic...I shake my head no..and you chuckle..as you begin to kiss my neck..peppering it lightly..




I glance around again..noting that the neighbours for the moment seemed to be to busy to notice..or did they and just ignored it...




" Jason i really think we should go in the house..I.."




I was cut off in mid sentence when you turned me around abruptly..putting a finger to my lips..




" Hush.. I don't want to here any more" you said firmly..




I looked at you and nodded..you leaned into kiss me..slowly moving me over to the garden bench..slowly beginning to to unbutton my blouse..




I bring my hands up to stop you again.." jason..I " you look at me..pulling your hands from mine and putting my hands to my side..




"Maggie..Hush..Now" as you continue to unbutton my blouse..




I can feel my face become flushed as you slowly pull my shirt from my shoulders..letting it fall to the ground...I glance around again.. and you quickly pull my face toward you.




." Just us Maggie.. theres noone else here..just us"..




smiling you kiss me.. I can feel my heart begin to beat faster.. I kiss back wishing I knew if anyone was watching..feeling a slight tingle between my thighs at the prospect that someone may be watching.....




Your hands move to unhook my bra..and it as well falls to the ground.. I am feeling more exposed..as your hands begin to roam my body.. my face flushes more.. it beomes redder..and I gasp as i feel your mouth take in one of my breast..




I moan a little still cautious to the fact that someone might be watching..not wanting to attract attention....your hands have now begun to pull at the zipper on my skirt..I begin to bring my hands up to stop you and protest..but am stoped by a sharp smack to my bottom..putting my hands back down..you mutter around the breast still in your mouth..




" thats better".....




My skirt falls to the ground and I am fully naked now..moving your kisses back up to my mouth.. your hand finds my special spot and I am at that point lost in the moment..not careing if anyone is watching or not..




I bring my hands up to caress your chest.. and unbutton you shirt..letting it fall to the ground..still kissing..my hands move down now to your pants and I proceed to pull them down..lettinig my body move down with them..




I look up at you and smile..letting my tongue caressess the length of your cock..i can hear you moan as I finally take you into my mouth..beginning to suck..pulling you all the way out till the tip of your cock is just resting on my lips..




Then taking you all the way in..feeling you hit the back of my throat.. you bring your hand to my head and gently begin to run your fingers through my hair..grasping a handfull as I begin to find a rythym..you helping me along..faster I get still..in..out...in..out.. sucking and tesing with my tongue..




my hand comes up to play with your balls gently running my nails over them..finding your asshole I lighty caress..moving my finger in litle circles around the tight opening... I feel you begin to tense..and I suck harder..faster..taking you in till there is no more..Hearing you moan Loudly as your cream fills my mouth and throat..not stoping untill you are done .




Pulling me up to you.. you kiss me.. your tongue penetrates my lips as you tease.. I am acutely aware again of where we are.. trying to glance around your hands hold my head in place as we kiss... stopping for a moment you look at me and smile..




" Just you and me..no one else" you remind me..




your hand now slips down to my wet pussy.. you smile..




" you are wet.. this turns you on..hmmm?".. I look away.. my face becoming a blush..as your finger slips between my velet lips.. I gasp and shift a little under your touch...




" Jason..um..oh..um..we..mmm..should..um... go inside..mmmm..please" I say to you between moans and purrs..




getting close to my ear you whisper..




" Not yet Kitten..turn around over the Bench"..




I jerk my head to look at you..my expression saying it all. you give me the LOOK..and turn me around yourself..pushing me face down over the back of the garden bench..




"jason..not here" And I knew I shouln't of said it the moment I felt the hard Slap Slap Slap Slap ..I startled a bit..and turned to look at you..




" Hush" was all you said as your fingers found my secret places.




Leaning over me you begin to kiss my back all the way up to my neck..biting hard as your fingers move in and out of me.. I begin to moan Lightly..as I feel my orgasm ready to come..




moving behind me you place your throbbing cock at my entrance.. and thrust in.. I gasp as you fill me completely..your hand snakes around to my clit as you thrust you are teasing my little knub..slowly at first..the gradually getting faster..




I feel your finger against my tight rosebud..slipping in..gently moving around..making me more wet..then another finger gently slides in and I close my eyes at the sensation.




Your still thrusting in to me..my juices coating your cock..removing your fingers..you thrust one last time..before pulling out all the way.. and plunging your hard cock into my tight rosebud..causing me to squeel and moan..




I grip the bench tighter...as you begin your rythym..Its not long till you feel me clench my musacles around you as my breathing becomes shallow..my hand has slipped down to my clit and I am rubbing and caressing it.. a few more thrusts and we are both cumming..moaning loudly..as you cum inside me..my juices dripping from between my legs..




Basking in the moment for several minutes before you pull out...pulling me up to you... you kiss me hard and deep..my face flushed still.. I cling to you tightly..you stoop down to gather our cloths..and we walk into the house..not caring who saw us........






Love


your kitten


XOXOXOXOXO


Punishing Her


She stood in the cornor, skirt tacked up in the back of her black leather belt, her red lace panties with the black skulls on them were down around her ankels, her thighs dripping.


She knew this was punishment, she knew it was going to hurt, hell she reveled in a certin amount of pain and pleasure mixed. But this, this was just all pain and she knew it, knew it all to well although it had been months since she found herself in this position, nose pressed against the wall and her ass on display for everyone to see..


Ok so everyone may be an exaggeration, there was only one and she could feel his presence in the room. She could feel his eyes on her, specifically on her bare ass. She wondered what he was going to punish her with, she had been particularly naughty this time.


Ok so naughty was the wrong word, she was bad, he had said as much in her lab after she had gotten back and Ducky fixed up the cut on her head. He called her a bad girl, signed it to her actually becasue Tim and Tony had been hovering over her. He told her she would be punished, of course this was after he had made sure that she was not hurt more than she already was.


There were some things she knew. She knew she was bad, she knew this was punishment, she KNOWS he is pissed. What she didn't know was why she was so turned on, none of this was for pleasure, there would be pain. Alright she knew that, knew that for sure, and she shifted slightly in her stance and whimpered to herself quietly.


He sat in the large leather desk chair, his eyes on her, on his very bad little girl. He had been trying to calm himself down, and the only way for him to do that was to put her in the cornor like the bad little girl she was. She hated the cornor, he knew this, but he sure as hell didn't care at this moment, and she could damn well deal with it, he only reserved the cornor for her, when she was really really bad, or when she needed to be calmed down ALOT.


She had scared him, running off alone to follow a lead she had uncovered from the evidence she had been running. She knew better, she knew NOT to ever go anywhere like that, she was a scientist, not an agent. Oh yes she had tried to explain to him on the way home why she'd gone, but it wasn't washing with him at all. He had told her to be quiet.


He loved her more than life itself and he wasn't about to stand aside and let her bad choices get her hurt like today or possibly killed, that wasn't his style. He knew that if it wasn't for DiNozzo, that cut on her head would have been the least of her worries. He knew what had to be done, he couldn't let this go, not at all, and he wasn't about to.


He shook his head, his eyes still on her in the cornor. he needed to thank Dinozzo for taking the guy out when he did, or she would not be here with him now. She shifted and whimpered, the movement was enough in itself to make his eyes come back into focus, and he heard the whimper.


It was enough to pull him out of his thoughts, she'd been in the cornor for over and hour now, that was just about enough and five minutes later he was calling her to him.


"Come here" his voice, those two words were as hard as stone when he spoke.


She backed out of the cornor and turned around, her head lowered and eyes on the floor as she hurried over. She knew from experience that to hessitate or fight him when he was this pissed was fruitless and wasn't good for the health of her ass. Hell she already knew she wasn't going to be sitting comfortably for a good week at least.


He watched her scurry over, not making eye contact. He knew that she knew she was in a whole world of trouble. She shifted again from foot to foot, trying to stay still, she knew better, she knew better about alot of things, but apparently not today.


She gasped out at the stinging slap to her upper thigh and her head jerked up looking at him, the slap bringing tears to her eyes, not that it was particulary hard, but it was just the point, the fact that he had to do it when she knew better to stay still.


"Stay still little girl" his voice still hard, and her eyes hit the floor again. He watched her for a few more minutes, to give her a chance to stay still, she wasn't having a very good day, and he could tell.


"Look at me" his voice still hard and with no room in it for not obeying him.


She tried to look at him, she really did, she wanted to, she wanted to look at him but she couldn't. His brow cocked when she didn't readily comply with his command


"Abigail, look at me NOW" His voice getting sharper this time and it startled her, and again she wanted to but she just couldn't bring herself to, to see the dissapointment and anger in his eyes that she knew was there.


She had never, ever made him this mad, maybe going out on a lead by herself wasn't a good thing, maybe she should just stay in the lab where she belonged, running the evidence and not chasing it down anymore.. A lone tear escaped her eye.


He stood at this point, she wasn't complying, and she always complied with him when it was punishment. He watched her as he stood for a few moments infront of her. Placing his hand under her chin, he tilted her head up so they were eye to eye and his brow raised upon seeing the tear.


"When I ask you to do something Abigail, I expect it to be done right away, the first time asked" He stealed himself, all he wanted to do was hold her, make sure she was alright, but he couldn't, she needed this, becasue not doing this.. her guilt would eat away at her, and a guilt ridden Abby was not good, not at all.


She stood there, wanting desperatly to move her head away from him, not to look at him, just to get this over with, her thighs were soaking and she still didn't know why, and her belly was threatening to come up all at the same time. She stayed quiet, a soft sniffle escaping her.


"You know why are you being punished?" He asked, his voice still hard, maybe a bit harder than he intended, but she had not listened to him the first time, and she had run off ALONE.


She swollowed hard and choaked back another sniffle and nodded slightly "I was a bad girl, sir" she said quietly.


That was much better, He did not have to ask her again "Thats right, now tell me how you were bad" He knew she hated to be asked why.


Her head moved slightly trying to look away, he kept his hand right where it was, under her chin, keeping her from looking away, one look from him and she stopped trying.


"I asked you a question Abigail!" she jumped slightly more tears coming now.


"I...I went after a lead and I shouldn't have" she said quickly, quietly.


"And why not Abby?.. why should you not go after a lead?" he asked her.


She shifted a bit again and then gasped out as his hand connected with his upper thigh again "stay still!"


"Because I'm a scientist, and not an agent, sir, I should not go after leads at all, I should give them to one of the agents who are trained to run leads down, sir.. I'm sorry" she said quickly and sniffled again.


His brow raised, not expecting to hear Sorry from her so soon, let alone so sincerely, he loved her desperatly, but she never apoligized this readily, that didn't usually come untill after he had throughly chastised her.


"Very Good, But I suspect you will be more sorry by the time I'm done with you little girl, I don't expect to ever have to have this conversation with you again" His brow cocked "understand?"


It was more of a statement, than a question, and not one she suspected that he was expecting an answer to but she answered anyway "Yes, sir" His brow cocked again.


He nodded curtly "Get over the chair, Abby, now" He pointed, and she looked at him still, not moving right away.. He was mad, angry, pissed, whatever you wanted to call it, he was defiantly NOT happy. This was something else she knew, because her punishements were always OVER his knee, with his hand, not over a chair.


His brow raised slightly "Do NOT make me ask you again Abagail"


She moved, albeit not very quickly, to the chair and got into position, hands flat on the chair, legs spread wide and ass high for him.. she sniffled again, tears falling a bit more now. Her face blushed when she realized that he was looking at her fully now and would see the river that was coming from between her thighs. She still did not know why she was so turned on and so scared and repenant at the same time.


He watched as she slowly got to the chair and then slowly got into position, and there went his brow again, the moment he noticed the wetness between her thighs.


He choose to ignore this, he knew that before he was done with her that this would go away

.

"You knew better than to run off like that chasing a lead, didn't you little girl?" His tone was hard, very hard as he moved to his desk and opened the drawer, pulling out the small strap that he kept there.


She heard him move to his desk and she knew what he was getting, she kept position, not dareingo look back thim, and she answered him "Yes, s..s..sir" Her voice cracked as she tried to hold back the sob that was wanting to escape, along with the pleas for him not to punish her.


He moved back and stood behind her, his hand coming out and caressing her beautiful pale ass. "Atleast you admit it, tho this will NOT happen again, or you will find yourself in this position every morning and night for a month, go it?" with that said his hand came down hard on her ass for emphasis.


She gasped out loudly "got it, Gibb-er, sir!" she held position, and his brow raised again hearing he slip up,. but he let it go.


"Good girl" he praised her, his tone a hard one, and he slipped into position and raised the little strap " 25 little girl and you better think about why you should never be in this position again, with each and everyone"


That said and he brought the little strap down fast and hard on her pale ass. It only took a few to have her fingers start to dig into the chair cushion, she was panting heavily, and wanted to reach back and cover her ass, but she knew better than to break her position and stayed there, the burn in her ass hurting like hell, the tears falling fast now.


He hated doing this, punishing her, but he wasn't about to let her get away with what she had done, he wasn't a week link, he never had been. What she had done today, was nothing short of wreckless and life endangering and he planned on making sure she remembered his dissapointment and displeasure with her for the next week, maybe two.


She held position, her body starting to tremble at the 20 mark and by 25 she was opening sobbing, tellingim how sorry she was, and how she would never do it again, over and over and over again. Her ass was a three alarm fire, she'd been punished before, but never like this, but again she had never done something like this.


Number twenty five and he tossed the little strap, moving to her side, her ass a mess of red welts, slightly turning under the deep shade of red, and he pulled her up off the cair and into his arms, holding her tightly, stroking her hair.


"I love you Abby, don't you ever EVER scare me like that again!" he pulled her head up from his chest looking at her, smoothing her hair back and kissing the tears rolling down her face. "Don't ever do that again" he whisperd, his own eyes full of tears.


She clung to him, sobbing into his chest, desperatly wanting to rub, but then again, she didn't for fear it would only hurt more, and then she was looking up at him, hearing him and she shook her head "I won't, I promise, i'm sorry, I won't, ever again, i'm sorry Gibbs, I love you, I'm sorry"


Kissing her again, he told her she was "forgiven" and that she was his good girl again, she slowly stopped crying, sniffling into him more. He picked her up and headed for their bedroom. He intended on kissing her better and he told her as much as he carried his very chastised little girl up the stairs.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Where She Belongs Part 3


The two guys pulled up infront of the house and parked.


"Why not the driveway, mate?" James asked and Andy kissed him gently.


"Liam will be home in a couple hours, let him park first and then we can pull in behind him, now lets go"


Andy popped out of the car, James following close behind him, they both stopped and looked at each other when they heard the crash. It took them less than a second to get the key out and the door opened.


"Amy!!, where are you?!"


Andy yelled, heading in one direction, James headed the other way.


Amy stood with her one hand on her hip and the other hand tucked tight against herself, and kicked the trash can again for the 5th time. James heard the noise, following it he found her and could not help but grin at her cuteness.


" Found the girl, mate!"


James called and startled her, she turned around and looked at him.


"Why ya kicking the trash, luv?"


Amy looked from him to her feet and quietly moved passed him, heading for the door that went back into the main part of the house. She had hoped that it was only James that was here, as he was pretty laid back and let more things go. However, when she litterally ran right into Andy all her hopes were dashed in one fleeting second.


"Oh sweetheart!, you need to watch where your going" Andy caught her before the force of the impact knocked her to the floor.


"sorry" she mumbled, trying to move passed him, but he was having none of it and stopped her.


"No you do not, Darling.. I need to check ya out, lets go to the kitchen"


Amy's eyes got big. They knew, and if they knew, that ment that Liam knew and if Liam knew, she was in SO much trouble. Amy was not allowed to touch the appliances without someone to watch her, she had issues with appliances, not any that those issues were her fault, they just didn't seem to like her at all.


James chuckled following them. "Still wanna know why ya were kicking the trash, luv" James smiled, realizing that the microwave was gone from the kitchen.


Amy just looked at him, sitting in the chair when Andy gently pushed her onto it. She still couldn't say anything, she was apparently still in shock that they knew and were here.


James looked at his mate "Uh, mate?. I think the bird is in shock"


Andy nodded. "yea baby, I got that already" He said and kneeled down infront of her, taking two of his fingers, he gently tilted her chin up, so she was looking at him.


"Amy, sweetpea, let me see your hand, please"


Amy's eyes focused as she looked at him, his voice bringng her back to reality, she shook her head no.


James frowned.


"Amy, ya best listen to him and let him see your hand, luv"


James was new at this, and she knew that, Andy however was not, he had more experience and he could see the change happening. He smiled, happy that she trusted them enough to let the little part of her out, while her "daddy" wasn't around.


"Amy Grace, show me your hand, little girl" Andy's voice changed as he stood back up. James' head shot up and he looked at Andy.


Amy looked way up at him, biting her lip she shook her head no, again.


"Amy Grace, I know where your daddy keeps your bad girl paddle, if I have to ask you again, I will go get it"


Andy was being stern, James knew that voice and he was hoping that she would just show him, and not argue with him.


The door burst open just as Amy was in the midst of shaking her head no again.


"AM'S!!!" Little cow screeched, kicking the door closed behind her.


Amy jumped up, pushing past first Andy and then James and hurried into her best friends arms, bursting into tears.


The two men looked at each other and smiled.


"thats our girl, mate" James smiled.


"Yes it is, babyboy, calm down" He kissed his nose and layed his hand against his chest, where James heart was beating really fast.


"I'm calm, mate.. I'm calm"


Andy raised a brow at that and James smiled sheepisly, grabbed his mates hand and headed for both girls.


She tossed her bags into the cornor of the livingroom, just as her arms became full of bestfriend.


"Hey, hey.. its ok, nothin' that can't be fixed" she hushed out to her as she moved them both to the sofa, close to her bags. Managing to sit down she pulled Amy onto her lap and cuddled her as she cried.


"Shhhh, its gonna be ok, honest." she cooed to her friend.


They watched quietly as their girl soothed Amy. Yes she was THEIR girl, she just had no idea as of yet, but she would soon. James smiled at the thought, over the last few months he had become quite attached to this girl that he knew only at littlecow.


Amy sniffled into her shirt, leaving a large wet spot in her wake as she looked up at her friend.


"F..fork" she sniffled trying to catch her breath


Her brow raised, as did James' upon hearing her.


" Fork?" she asked, Amy nodded


"Ok, call me an idiot but whats a fork gotta do with this?"


Andy frowned hearing her call herself an idiot, he didn't like it one bit, But he was a patient man, and he just waited quietly, there would be time enough to deal with her being mean to herself.


"I.. I.. wanna have popcorn, daddy saids I cans, buts wif you, and I was hungrys and mades some anyways, buts a forks got stuck to its an the 'wave got brokes" Amy sniffled


Littlecow cringed as she told her what happened. She also realized that she wasn't talking to Amy anymore, but to Amy Grace. She should have known this was going to happen, she knew everything about her bestfriend and this was one of those things.


"Ok... well... you know, shi-.. er I mean stuff happeneds, can I see your hand please?" she asked wiping her eyes with a tissue from her pocket.


Amy Grace shook her head no, and littlecow raised her brow. She had a hurt, stubborn Amy Grace on her hands and she was grasping for a answer here, she didn't want to push her, but she needed to see what was wrong with her hand. She also still hadn't realized that there was two other people in the room with them.


"Fine, I don't gotta look, we can wait till your daddy gets home"


She watched as Amy Grace's eyes went big and her hand shot out and open, so littlecow could see the large burn.


"Oh baby, thats so gotta hurt" she paused taking a very good look at it, her training kicking in as she did so.


"Did you put your hands into cleaning stuff?" Littlecow was looking at her.


Amy looked up at her from looking at her hand.


"I hadda clean, daddy don't like messes, he's gonna be mads"


Littlecow sighed "Three things here baby" she said as she stood with Amy and grabbed her bag.


"Number 1, daddy is a clean freak.. we know this.. who cares?.. Number 2, you touched the cleaning stuff, only BIG you is allowed to do that, daddy is not gonna like that one bit... and number 3, you made your hand worse, common"


Littlecow turned, taking her good hand and started leading her to the downstairs bathroom, but she stopped when the two guys came into view.


"Who are you?"


Andy grinned, she was a fiesty one and pretty as a picture, reminded him of James when they first had gotten togeather years ago. James smiled at HIS girl. Amy Grace tapped littlecows shoulder.


"Thems daddies friends."


she pointed at them in turn.


"thats uncle James and thats uncle Andy" she said through a sniffle, her little girl voice coming out more as she started to calm down a bit more.


It took littlecow seconds to put two and two togeather, her brow raised looking at them and she shook her head taking Amy's good hand again. Ignoreing them, she dragged her bestfriend down the hall to fix her up. Littlecow was freaking inside, not knowing what to do, butterflies taking over in her stomach again, or maybe that was hunger, she really needed to remember to eat more often then she did.


"Hey!" James followed them, Andy followed James, letting him handle this.


"She needs to have her hand fixed up, pet"


"What the hell do you think I am doing?!"


She snapped at him, she knew she possibly should not have snapped at him, but this was just crazy for her.. She came to fix her friend and spend the night with her, hopefully keep Liam from being to mad at her and this is how she meets the two guys she has been talking to online for months. She wasn't to happy, not at all, but she wasn't really mad either, anger wasn't something that she got very easily, she was definatly stressed and when that happened, her mouth engaged before her mind did, and that could be a very bad thing for her sometimes.


Sitting Amy Grace down on the closed toilet seat, she kneeled down and started going through her bag for the antiseptic wash and the cream and bandages.


Amy looked up at James and saw his eyebrow twitching, she sniffled yet again and then looked down at her littlecow. She knew not to say naughty words around Andy or James, but her littlecow didn't. Leaning down she whispered in her ear.


"You saids naughty words, uncle James looks mad, his eyes twitchy"


Littlecow didn't even bother looking up, she stood and went to work, rinsing Amy's hand really well, ignoreing them all. Littlecow had to many things going through her head all at once and everything was getting all jumbled about, she had to focus, and Amy Grace was hurt, that is what she was trying to focus on, to fix her friend.


"Thats a very good observation hunny, looks like someone else is gonna be 'talked' to tonight, besides you, pet"


Amy's head snapped up looking at him and Andy as he stepped to the doorway behind James. Her lip started to tremble and she started to tear up again. Littlecow looked up at her just then, as she grabbed a clean towel to dry her hand off, she turned around and looked at them both.
Her heart stopped a moment, they didn't look happy, and there were those butterflies again in her belly, but she had to do something, an upset Amy Grace could be difficult to handle if you were not her daddy.


"Get out.. NOW, lets go, leave, don't get her worked up!, and stop being.. being.. being.." she paused "well I don't know what your being but your being it and get out!"


She pushed them both out the door, what little bit they had been inside, and then shut and locked the door behind them. Taking a deep deep breathe she went back to trying to fix Amy up before she burst into tears from all the stress.


James eyes widened and he turned to look at Andy..


"She.. she.. she just locked us out Pet!, and did you hear her!"


Andy smiled, then nodded


"yeah, babyboy I heard her, reminds me of you way way back"


He grinned and James frowned. "Nothing like me Pet, nothing like me at all"


His arms crossed and Andy laughed outloud.


"Oh yea, I see the resemblance sweetpea"


He kissed his boy gently and then knocked on the door.


"Alright, listen up little girl, you have to the count of 5 to open this door or I get the key and you WILL NOT like what will happen"


Amy Grace's eyes got big hearing him and she looked at Littlecow and sniffled


"Uncle Andy is way way mad." she whispered


Littlecow heard him, and the butterflies changed to a whole hive of bees in her belly, she felt sick, or maybe it was the not eating yet that made her feel sick, but she was pretty sure it was her nerves and the stress all mixed togeather from the last couple weeks, and then tonight. SHe shook her head and tried to ignore, tried to calm herself down.


"you can wait!, I'm fixing her hand!" she yelled back at him then paused, she didn't mean to sound so nasty when she said that.


"I mean!!, please, wait, I will be done in a minute" she toned herself down, trying to fix what she had just done.


Amy looked at her. "you done now, I not likes bandages, theys itchy"


She nodded. "yea baby, i'm done, go on out and find some cartoons on the t.v, I'll be there in a minute"


Amy Grace smiled brightly and sniffled again, opening the door she bounced out and smiled, holding up her hand


"All fixed nows!, my cow cans fix anything!" she yelled and James cringed


" Indoor voice, pet, indoor voi-" he trailed off as she took off down the hallway. then turned back to the open bathroom door, watching his girl.


Andy crossed his arms, and watched her.


"That is alot of medical stuff you have, sweetpea, where ya get it?"


Andy asked and she turned, closeing her bag and looked at him, her brow raised. gosh they were both handsome, way handsome, this couldn't be a good thing. Taking a deep breath she reminded herself that no one ever wants her, so just to keep it simple, do not get involved, this is why you do not get attached. Her belly hurt.


" I have background training as an emergency medical technician" she walked out of the bathroom, making sure not to get to close to them. Being simple and vague was the best thing, and do NOT get attached, DO NOT.


James had other idea's however, as he gently, yet firmly grabbed her arm and pulled her around, his eyes meeting hers.


"We were talking Pet, kinda rude ta just walk away, don't ya think?"


Littlecow looked at him and shook her head, pulling her arm away from him. This was not good, not good at all!. He was touching her and giving her big bad butterflies!.


"No, actually, I do not, I actually think, that it is the best thing, to just walk away, to keep everything simple and not personal, excuse me, I need to go make sure that Amy is ok." she spoke firmly but quietly.


She hurried down the hall and into the livingroom. How could they even want to talk to her?, or look at her even, she was not a stick chyc, or a model, she was.. well just as everyone called her, a cow. She knew this was going to be one of those one time things and then goodbye, she wasn't going to do that to herself and she had other things to worry about than herself, she needed to worry about Amy.


"Amy Grace?" she looked around the livingroom, she didn't see her anywhere in there and started for the kitchen when she felt herself being picked up.


"HEY!, what are you doing?!" she screetched out


" Doing what should have been done long ago, sweetpea!" Andy managed to take a seat on a chair and lay her over his lap.


"Put me down!, let me go!, your going to hurt yourself!, I'm to big to pick up" she flailed, trying to get down and then found herself stairing at the carpet, her eyes got big. She panicked


"Stop fighting little girl! and stop saying bad about yourself!"


Andy mamaged to get her legs locked under one of his and her hands contained after a few minutes, she was stronger than she looked. His hand came down in a sharp resounding smack. This caught littlecow offguard and she stopped her fighting and trying to get up.


"OWW, HEY!, STOP!" she yelled at him


This was different, and scarey, yet strangely comforting.. but she still didn't know what to do, or what not to do, except that she wanted up and was feeling her panick rise.. She couldn't let herself get attached, she just couldn't. She would not let herself get attached, no one ever wanted her.


"Oh no little girl!"


*SMACK SMACK SMACK*


"You deserve this!"


Andy's voice was firm but gentle as his hand came down on her jean clad ass, with one resounding smack after another. James stood back watching, wincing here and there, he knew what being on the receiving end of one of these sessions felt like.


"OWWWWNOOOOOOSTOPPPPP!"


She tried to kick,, but her legs were trapped under his, her hands were trapped as well and she was feeling each and every spank as they fell, her ass was on fire and she knew she wasn't going to sit well after this.


"Oh little girl, you are still not getting this are you?, I am in charge here, and the longer you fight, the longer I spank!"


His Hand kept coming down, it was only a little harder than before, but still pretty damn hard as far as she was concerned... and she was concerned.. for her ass!.


"NOOOO SORRY SORRY! PLEASEE STOP!!"


She tried to get up again, only to find he just got harder and faster.. finally not being able to take it anymore, she gave in and stopped fighting him, the tears falling hard.


Andy slowed down, but didn't stop right away, his spanks getting softer as he went on, with gentle rubbing interspearced.


"Thats a good babygirl.. cry it all out, thats my good girl"


Andy cooed to her, finally stopping, he lifted her up, into his lap, Making sure that her sore ass didn't touch anything, he smoothed her hair back as James moved to sit beside them.


"Thats a good Pet" James still wasn't to sure of himself or what to say, but he tried and Andy smiled to him, James rubbed her back gently.